[ It's clumsy, a little bit. Nanami has kissed one person before. A girl in middle school. It was chaste and quick and not nearly as heartfelt as the kisses he's exchanging with Yuji now. So, he doesn't count it. It doesn't feel like this, doesn't make him feel as right and as whole. Nanami kisses Yuji with everything he's got, figuring out how to kiss at the same time, in the same breath.
As they break apart and Yuji says that, Nanami's smile doesn't fade, even though it grows smaller and more shy. He leans in, nudging their noses together and speaks softly — ]
Then... kiss me forever.
[ And then he's kissing Yuji again. He doesn't know what direction they're going with this either, if it's more than kissing or if they'll just make out the rest of the night. He doesn't care either. He wants everything with Yuji, whatever the other boy wants to give him. He just feels... perfect right now. Like this is what he was missing this whole time.
As Yuji's tongue flicks out, Nanami makes a noise, something like a moan, and his eyes fall shut as he opens his mouth to receive it. His own tongue presses forward to slide against Yuji's and he tilts his head head to the side to deepen the kiss. Mmm, yeah, that's perfect. That feels really damn good. ]
[ This definitely feels like something they should be doing in the privacy of their own rooms, sneaking away to press their mouths together and play and explore - but there's also the risk of getting carried away. Yuji is a teenager, despite all the things he has been experiencing in the last few months, and he knows that the urge to let his hands slip up Nanami's shirt, to draw him close and feel the length of his body will be a little too much for their first night together.
If they're together. That's a conversation for later.
The deeper kiss feels amazing, and Yuji feels more than hears the way he moans against Nanami's mouth, his arms tightening around him. There is no world where he ever would've imagined being able to do this, being able to find this kind of joy and excitement, and his body feels as though it might implode from how happy he is. He can't even remember the last time that he was this happy.
When he pauses, forces to breathe, Yuji leans back and huffs a quiet laugh. His nightmare is something in the back of his mind now, and his hand lifts to stroke over the shape of Nanami's cheekbone, sharp even now. He's only going to get even more handsome, and Yuji hopes that he can keep up. That he gets hotter, sexier as well, since Nanami definitely will. ]
Hey... Did you wanna...
[ He's blushing, and he glances away shyly. ]
It'll feel good if we're lying down together too, won't it?
[ Yuji begins to blush and Nanami has no idea how to react to that. Why is he blushing? What did he do? Nanami's brain fires off, trying to figure out the answer but then Yuji's words come and he realizes exactly what the other boy is thinking about.
Now it's his turn to blush.
Yuji is handsome and perfect and really fucking cute and Nanami doesn't know how to handle most of it. All of it, really. This kiss alone is more than he ever thought to expect and now that he thinks of more, he swallows. Lying down with Yuji? Kissing as they do? He thinks of what else they might do. Take off their shirts. Their pants. More? He doesn't know. He's never done this before and now it's all kinds of exciting and intimidating for him.
Before he can stop himself, he finds himself nodding in agreement to Yuji's suggestion. Yeah, they can go back to one of their rooms and just... kiss while lying down. It's probably better than doing it here where the threat of one of their senpais lingers. It would be especially mortifying if Gojo-senpai found them too, he would never let them live it down.
So, yeah. Yuji is smart. Of course he's smart. This is a smart idea. ]
Yuji is determined to not let himself get carried away with this, to go too far - kissing doesn't mean being together, doesn't mean being in any kind of relationship, but he wants that so desperately. The idea of Nanami wanting him back, of wanting to keep him safe, loving him - it sends a spark of excitement through him that he can't ignore. A part of him thinks it doesn't even matter if he never goes back to the future, not if it means he can have this, can keep it to himself.
Before he gets pulled away, Yuji leans in to kiss him again, pressing their mouths together with a gentle hum before he pulls himself back and moves forward. He grabs at Nanami's hand, trying to link their fingers together, to slot them into place. It's close to cutely romantic, and he feels himself smiling wider than maybe he should. ]
Yours is probably a little bit tidier than mine, hm? So let's try that.
[ Not that his is necessarily messy, it just has some clothes on the floor and the echo of nightmares. He'd much rather spend his time curled up on a bed that smells like Nanami and lets him be surrounded by the person he likes the most. ]
[ The follow up kiss surprises him, and delights him. He finds himself feeling shy afterwards, especially when Yuji laces their fingers together and he feels his heart beating ever so faster in his chest. He doesn't want to reject him though, no matter how overwhelmed this makes him, and so he squeezes Yuji's fingers back and gives him a small smile in return.
His room is probably cleaner which is a thought that kind of amuses him if he's honest. He'll nod when Yuji asks for him to lead the way and start doing just that, bringing Yuji with him through the hall, down to his bedroom. He's at the end of the hall with Yuji's room close to his. Probably the principal's idea for them to be next to each other just in case anything happened. Definitely not for this reason though.
But then they'll get to Nanami's room, which is neat and clean, the only mess being from when he left his bed unmade to get out and go to the kitchen. He didn't exactly expect to be bringing someone back to it and feels his cheeks go a little hot as he realizes.
The door will close behind them, leaving them alone in the room and Nanami is caught, a little conflicted for a moment before he's stepping in close to Yuji and meeting his eyes. ]
I like you, Itadori. [ . . . ] Yuji. Before we continue, I want you to know that.
[ Something as simple as kissing wasn't anything that Yuji had imagined feeling this good, but maybe that's partly because it's Nanami. Fantasy is nothing compared to reality, and the urge to keep dragging him down for more and more kisses is one that Yuji would enjoy giving in to, but he also knows what Nanami is like. If they were to get caught like this, it would embarrass him, and that's the last thing that Yuji wants to put him through.
That could kill things before they've even started, so... Moving now is definitely the better option.
Leaning back against the door, basking in the privacy and the knowledge that they're locked away in Nanami's room, he's almost surprised by the sudden invasion of his personal space, eyes widening for a moment. The confession makes him feel as though it's his birthday, or Valentine's Day, or all the good holidays all together. Lifting his arms, he wraps them around Nanami's neck, leaving little kisses against Nanami's jawline. ]
Ah, Nanamin... That's the best thing I've ever heard.
[ Leaning up, one hand stroking down Nanami's chest gently, Yuji pushes into the other boy's space and presses kisses against his mouth, one, then two, before he grips at his shirt and tries to kiss him a little harder. They should probably make their way over to Nanami's bed, but the idea of being pressed against a door to enjoy kiss after kiss is appealing as well. ]
[ Nanami's response is automatic when Yuji wraps his arms around his neck. His own arms go around Yuji's middle, holding him tight and letting him push closer when he wants to. The little kisses against his jaw have him blushing lightly, feeling flustered and hot. He's never had anything like this before and it feels very, very good.
And then Yuji is kissing him. Multiple times. He kisses back eagerly, pressing their lips together and exploring one another as his arms tighten around Yuji's middle and he clutches the back of his shirt in his fingertips. He wants to hold Yuji so tightly, so closely, he doesn't want to let the other boy out of his space for even a second.
Which is why when Yuji kisses him harder, he kisses back with as much intensity. He takes a step closer, pressing Yuji back against the door and pressing their bodies flush against each other as he kisses and kisses and kisses him. Yeah, they definitely should get to the bed but right now, this is nice too. ]
[ Maybe Yuji shouldn't be taking this as greedily as he is, shouldn't be stealing these moments from a man who's going to grow up to regret it, or maybe even resent him, but he can't resist it. He wants Nanami too much to ignore the desperation, the want to kiss him, touch him, hold him - do anything he can to make his life better. Even if this is a bad idea, it feels so good right now, it's hard to have regrets.
He hasn't kissed a lot of people, he hasn't had a lot of practice, but it feels easy with Nanami. Sinking against the door behind him, he makes a pleased noise against Nanami's mouth, a little hum of happiness, excitement. He wants this, he wants, but he smothers all the over-excited feelings, smothers the way that he wants to leap at Nanami and wrap himself around him and give him everything he has.
It's a little pathetic, he thinks, the lengths he would go for Nanami, the things he would do for him, if only he asked. Leaning back, he tilts his head to kiss Nanami's nose. ]
[ Nanami definitely hopes Yuji knows he means it when he says he likes him. That the feelings he feels for the other boy are immense and overwhelming for Nanami. He's felt drawn to him ever since he arrived and now they're here with each other and Nanami didn't expect this at all. He doesn't know what to say, doesn't know how to show it properly other than to kiss Yuji a bit stupid.
So, when Yuji kisses his nose and calls him special, all he can do is blush really deeply in response. He wouldn't say that... but then again, it's Yuji's opinion and he can't really fight an opinion.
He ducks his head, a little shy and mumbles — ]
You're... more special.
[ And then his eyes glance up to Yuji, a small smile on his face. ]
[ This version of Nanami is so cute, Yuji can barely wrap his mind around it all; the idea that he can push into his space and claim that for himself... It's something that he shouldn't be so desperate to have, to claim for himself, but losing Nanami in the future makes this all the more special. This is going to cause so many problems in the long run, but he's so happy that he can't let himself think about those things.
Let it cause problems. Even if Nanami in the future did remember, he's dead. This is the only version of him that Yuji is going to be able to have, so he'll keep with tightly gripping hands.
Leaning in, he steals another kiss, sliding their mouths together, tugging him close. It's perfect, everything about it is perfect, and he makes a pleased noise as they separate. ]
It's not a competition. But I'm glad you think about me like that.
[ His mouth traces the shape of Nanami's jaw gently, to his neck, nuzzling in there for a moment. ]
[ Nanami is going to lean in and wrap his arms around Yuji. One hand cradling the back of his head, the other curled into the fabric between his shoulders. He holds him tight and lets Yuji kiss him gently, giving something close to a giggle when he's nuzzled because of how ticklish it feels.
He's feeling... joy right now. Elation. The sheer happiness that comes from expressing your feelings and them being returned to you. He wants to kiss Yuji stupid, he wants to stare at him for hours, he wants to cuddle him to sleep. He doesn't want Yuji to go, even a little bit.
He'll press another kiss to Yuji's mouth, chaste and sweet before he pulls away and steps back. He pulls his hands off of Yuji, fingertips skimming over his body until he captures his hands in his own. With their hands linked, he'll squeeze Yuji's and tug him towards the bed. ]
Come on. I — I want to kiss you some more.
[ And cuddle him. Very much wanting to cuddle him. ]
[ This is so cute, so endearing, that Yuji doesn't know what to do with himself; this isn't a version of Nanami that he had ever anticipated seeing in his life. There's a small part of him that is still in mourning, missing the man that is now far beyond his reach, someone that he can't reach out and touch any more. It feels wrong, to think about the person he's missed compared to the person that's right here, but he can't help the way his heart feels.
As soon as Nanami steps back, Yuji tries to chase his mouth, almost pouting at the distance put between them. He might want to move to the bed and kiss him more, but he also wants to keep kissing right now, and he shakes his head as he draws himself out of the little hazy moment that's overtaken him. Yeah, this is amazing, and Nanami is so cute, and he wants a thousand more of these moments.
Pushing their noses together as he sneaks another kiss, he slips away, nodding. If he's being tugged, he'll go; even if he might be able to pick Nanami up and carry him around easily, he's very easily led. Carefully, he drops on the bed, glad he didn't think to get properly dressed up after his nightmare.
They might be able to fall asleep together like this, cuddling close to one another. It's a dream come true. ]
You can kiss me as much as you want. I'm totally yours, Nanamin.
[ Yuji is so fond of him, so affectionate, that it's taking Nanami off guard. He's never had anything like this before, never dated anyone and never really kissed anyone before Yuji. He wants so much right now but it's hard to put it into words, hard to understand what it is.
So, he'll go forward and watch as Yuji falls back onto the bed. There's something... satisfying too, about seeing Yuji in his bed like this. It makes a heat creep up the back of his neck and he feels a little silly. He'll move then to crawl into the bed beside Yuji, flopping down on his side and facing Yuji there. He's glad they're both here in pajamas, warm and soft like this. It's... kind of nice.
At Yuji's words, Nanami goes a little pink in the face but then he's tugging Yuji closer and kissing him on the nose first. Then his cheek. Then the corner of his mouth. ]
I'm yours too.
[ And then he's leaning in to kiss him properly, boldly. He presses his mouth against Yuji's and sighs softly into the kiss, eagerly pushing closer to kiss him a little harder too. ]
[ Yuji has never been very good at hiding how he feels or tucking his feelings away, and the only reason he's been able to manage so long in front of Nanami is because the other guy was avoiding him. It's been rough with Gojo-senpai, but if he'd been allowed to get this close to Nanami from the beginning... He doesn't think that they'd have been able to get as far as they have been. Maybe they've been lucky, in a way, for the distance between them.
Getting close in bed like this is exciting, but not because he expects anything else; it's the first time he's been able to get this close to someone he's liked romantically. The butterfly in the stomach feeling of liking someone and having them like him in return is brand new for Yuji, who's never confessed to anyone before now, and he tilts his head. He welcomes Nanami, opens his arms and his heart to him, and doesn't hesitate.
He's always loved with all his heart - he's always given it, freely and with excitement. It's a little harder here, knowing what the future holds, but... Right now, he's never been so happy in his life. Even if this doesn't last forever, it'll last long enough. ]
Nanamin, you...
[ Shaking his head, he leans into the kiss.
Their mouths press together, sliding together, and Yuji wiggles closer. One arm wraps around Nanami easily enough, drawing him closer, and he hums softly, closing his eyes. This is perfect, so perfect, and he could never ask for more. This tongue flicks out, searching, trying to scrape his teeth against Nanami's mouth, fingers wiggling to try and touch skin. ]
[ It really was that distance that helped them because it left Nanami in his thoughts, brooding really but ruminating as well. He thought about Yuji a lot, in all sorts of ways, going pink in the face whenever his thoughts moved to something more flattering. Yuji was this distant thing, this bright light that Nanami couldn't look directly at or it'd consume him. That's how he chalked it up before, at least.
But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
[ There's no hesitation in his movements, no pausing as he wiggles closer and lets himself rock gently into Nanami's space, wanting to claim and hold as much of him as possible. Yuji doesn't have any kind of desire to press or push, not right now, not when they're still getting used to being around one another. With a step towards something so clearly romantic, Yuji doesn't want to risk it falling apart before he's accustomed to it.
He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
[ Nanami isn't going to stop Yuji from touching him, wherever he wants. His hands slide upwards to curl his arms around Yuji's neck, pulling him closer like that. In turn, his leg reaches out to wrap around Yuji's and pull them flush against each other as well. He's not pushing for more, not really, but he's doing what feels natural for his body right now. He wants to wrap himself up so completely with Yuji, doesn't want to have any space between them.
His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
[ Hearing his own name - definitely him, no one else - coming out of Nanami's mouth is delicious, heady, makes Yuji moan softly before he can bite back the urge. He feels as though he's going to come undone before anything happens, and while he's more than happy to keep going, but he knows that they can't rush into things. They can't get ahead of themselves and do something that they might end up regretting, or not being totally ready for, and that's the last thing he wants.
If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
[ He's not trying to push for more with Yuji. He knows they shouldn't rush into anything, shouldn't go for more than they can handle right now. But he wants Yuji so badly, he wants the other boy to keep touching him, to keep doing everything for him. And Yuji does, he does exactly what Nanami wants and Nanami can't help but feel heady with lust, with affection. He loves this.
It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
[ Yuji's going to be careful - he will. He makes the promise, he's certain of it, but it's still so, impossibly difficult to keep it to himself. Leaning down, he steals another kiss, sinking into Nanami's embrace and groaning softly. He wants this - more of this - but he's a little nervous, too, a little unsure of what it might mean to keep going without risking their budding, new relationship.
There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
[ All Nanami knows is that it feels good to do this with Yuji. He's nervous because it's his first time doing any of this but he likes the feeling of Yuji's kisses across his chest and the way they're wrapped up together. He doesn't want it to stop. It's why when Yuji attaches his mouth to his nipple, Nanami lets out a soft cry, his fingers tightening in Yuji's hair. The sensation of hot mouth on sensitive nipple is new and enticing and he doesn't want it to stop. ]
Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
[ The glee he feels at hearing Nanami's reaction is something that he's going to lock away for the quiet moments when they're apart, when they're on missions - a burst of pleasure that's going to get him through a handful of lonely nights. Nanami sounds good, his voice deep even now, alluring to a Yuji who wants nothing more than to curl around him and bring him all the kind of pleasure that he could ever hope for in his life.
Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
[ Nanami believes it when Yuji says that and for a moment, the hopeless romantic part of him can't help but picture it. Fighting curses together, getting older, graduating. Becoming grade ones together — it'd be so easy with Yuji's strength and Nanami's skill. Moving in together. Loving each other. It makes him flush pink and he squirms a little as Yuji continues to press kiss after kiss to his body. ]
You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
[ Yuji's eyes widen as he rolls with Nanami, ending up below him with his expression glued to his partner's face. He is so beautiful, so perfect right now, sitting on top of him and offering Yuji the world, that he can't even imagine regretting this. He's done so much that he could regret in his life that this feels so miniscule in comparison, but he knows that the man of their future will be staring him down with dark, angry eyes one day.
Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
[ As Yuji wraps his arms around Nanami, Nanami goes easily into them. He lays down on top of Yuji, nuzzling him gently against his jaw and pressing light kisses across his skin. His arms move up to rest his elbows on either side of Yuji's head, holding himself up like that as he brackets the other boy's head in between his arms.
He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
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As they break apart and Yuji says that, Nanami's smile doesn't fade, even though it grows smaller and more shy. He leans in, nudging their noses together and speaks softly — ]
Then... kiss me forever.
[ And then he's kissing Yuji again. He doesn't know what direction they're going with this either, if it's more than kissing or if they'll just make out the rest of the night. He doesn't care either. He wants everything with Yuji, whatever the other boy wants to give him. He just feels... perfect right now. Like this is what he was missing this whole time.
As Yuji's tongue flicks out, Nanami makes a noise, something like a moan, and his eyes fall shut as he opens his mouth to receive it. His own tongue presses forward to slide against Yuji's and he tilts his head head to the side to deepen the kiss. Mmm, yeah, that's perfect. That feels really damn good. ]
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If they're together. That's a conversation for later.
The deeper kiss feels amazing, and Yuji feels more than hears the way he moans against Nanami's mouth, his arms tightening around him. There is no world where he ever would've imagined being able to do this, being able to find this kind of joy and excitement, and his body feels as though it might implode from how happy he is. He can't even remember the last time that he was this happy.
When he pauses, forces to breathe, Yuji leans back and huffs a quiet laugh. His nightmare is something in the back of his mind now, and his hand lifts to stroke over the shape of Nanami's cheekbone, sharp even now. He's only going to get even more handsome, and Yuji hopes that he can keep up. That he gets hotter, sexier as well, since Nanami definitely will. ]
Hey... Did you wanna...
[ He's blushing, and he glances away shyly. ]
It'll feel good if we're lying down together too, won't it?
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Now it's his turn to blush.
Yuji is handsome and perfect and really fucking cute and Nanami doesn't know how to handle most of it. All of it, really. This kiss alone is more than he ever thought to expect and now that he thinks of more, he swallows. Lying down with Yuji? Kissing as they do? He thinks of what else they might do. Take off their shirts. Their pants. More? He doesn't know. He's never done this before and now it's all kinds of exciting and intimidating for him.
Before he can stop himself, he finds himself nodding in agreement to Yuji's suggestion. Yeah, they can go back to one of their rooms and just... kiss while lying down. It's probably better than doing it here where the threat of one of their senpais lingers. It would be especially mortifying if Gojo-senpai found them too, he would never let them live it down.
So, yeah. Yuji is smart. Of course he's smart. This is a smart idea. ]
... Yeah, let's go. My room or yours?
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Yuji is determined to not let himself get carried away with this, to go too far - kissing doesn't mean being together, doesn't mean being in any kind of relationship, but he wants that so desperately. The idea of Nanami wanting him back, of wanting to keep him safe, loving him - it sends a spark of excitement through him that he can't ignore. A part of him thinks it doesn't even matter if he never goes back to the future, not if it means he can have this, can keep it to himself.
Before he gets pulled away, Yuji leans in to kiss him again, pressing their mouths together with a gentle hum before he pulls himself back and moves forward. He grabs at Nanami's hand, trying to link their fingers together, to slot them into place. It's close to cutely romantic, and he feels himself smiling wider than maybe he should. ]
Yours is probably a little bit tidier than mine, hm? So let's try that.
[ Not that his is necessarily messy, it just has some clothes on the floor and the echo of nightmares. He'd much rather spend his time curled up on a bed that smells like Nanami and lets him be surrounded by the person he likes the most. ]
Lead the way?
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His room is probably cleaner which is a thought that kind of amuses him if he's honest. He'll nod when Yuji asks for him to lead the way and start doing just that, bringing Yuji with him through the hall, down to his bedroom. He's at the end of the hall with Yuji's room close to his. Probably the principal's idea for them to be next to each other just in case anything happened. Definitely not for this reason though.
But then they'll get to Nanami's room, which is neat and clean, the only mess being from when he left his bed unmade to get out and go to the kitchen. He didn't exactly expect to be bringing someone back to it and feels his cheeks go a little hot as he realizes.
The door will close behind them, leaving them alone in the room and Nanami is caught, a little conflicted for a moment before he's stepping in close to Yuji and meeting his eyes. ]
I like you, Itadori. [ . . . ] Yuji. Before we continue, I want you to know that.
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That could kill things before they've even started, so... Moving now is definitely the better option.
Leaning back against the door, basking in the privacy and the knowledge that they're locked away in Nanami's room, he's almost surprised by the sudden invasion of his personal space, eyes widening for a moment. The confession makes him feel as though it's his birthday, or Valentine's Day, or all the good holidays all together. Lifting his arms, he wraps them around Nanami's neck, leaving little kisses against Nanami's jawline. ]
Ah, Nanamin... That's the best thing I've ever heard.
[ Leaning up, one hand stroking down Nanami's chest gently, Yuji pushes into the other boy's space and presses kisses against his mouth, one, then two, before he grips at his shirt and tries to kiss him a little harder. They should probably make their way over to Nanami's bed, but the idea of being pressed against a door to enjoy kiss after kiss is appealing as well. ]
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And then Yuji is kissing him. Multiple times. He kisses back eagerly, pressing their lips together and exploring one another as his arms tighten around Yuji's middle and he clutches the back of his shirt in his fingertips. He wants to hold Yuji so tightly, so closely, he doesn't want to let the other boy out of his space for even a second.
Which is why when Yuji kisses him harder, he kisses back with as much intensity. He takes a step closer, pressing Yuji back against the door and pressing their bodies flush against each other as he kisses and kisses and kisses him. Yeah, they definitely should get to the bed but right now, this is nice too. ]
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He hasn't kissed a lot of people, he hasn't had a lot of practice, but it feels easy with Nanami. Sinking against the door behind him, he makes a pleased noise against Nanami's mouth, a little hum of happiness, excitement. He wants this, he wants, but he smothers all the over-excited feelings, smothers the way that he wants to leap at Nanami and wrap himself around him and give him everything he has.
It's a little pathetic, he thinks, the lengths he would go for Nanami, the things he would do for him, if only he asked. Leaning back, he tilts his head to kiss Nanami's nose. ]
You're... Really special.
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So, when Yuji kisses his nose and calls him special, all he can do is blush really deeply in response. He wouldn't say that... but then again, it's Yuji's opinion and he can't really fight an opinion.
He ducks his head, a little shy and mumbles — ]
You're... more special.
[ And then his eyes glance up to Yuji, a small smile on his face. ]
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Let it cause problems. Even if Nanami in the future did remember, he's dead. This is the only version of him that Yuji is going to be able to have, so he'll keep with tightly gripping hands.
Leaning in, he steals another kiss, sliding their mouths together, tugging him close. It's perfect, everything about it is perfect, and he makes a pleased noise as they separate. ]
It's not a competition. But I'm glad you think about me like that.
[ His mouth traces the shape of Nanami's jaw gently, to his neck, nuzzling in there for a moment. ]
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He's feeling... joy right now. Elation. The sheer happiness that comes from expressing your feelings and them being returned to you. He wants to kiss Yuji stupid, he wants to stare at him for hours, he wants to cuddle him to sleep. He doesn't want Yuji to go, even a little bit.
He'll press another kiss to Yuji's mouth, chaste and sweet before he pulls away and steps back. He pulls his hands off of Yuji, fingertips skimming over his body until he captures his hands in his own. With their hands linked, he'll squeeze Yuji's and tug him towards the bed. ]
Come on. I — I want to kiss you some more.
[ And cuddle him. Very much wanting to cuddle him. ]
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As soon as Nanami steps back, Yuji tries to chase his mouth, almost pouting at the distance put between them. He might want to move to the bed and kiss him more, but he also wants to keep kissing right now, and he shakes his head as he draws himself out of the little hazy moment that's overtaken him. Yeah, this is amazing, and Nanami is so cute, and he wants a thousand more of these moments.
Pushing their noses together as he sneaks another kiss, he slips away, nodding. If he's being tugged, he'll go; even if he might be able to pick Nanami up and carry him around easily, he's very easily led. Carefully, he drops on the bed, glad he didn't think to get properly dressed up after his nightmare.
They might be able to fall asleep together like this, cuddling close to one another. It's a dream come true. ]
You can kiss me as much as you want. I'm totally yours, Nanamin.
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So, he'll go forward and watch as Yuji falls back onto the bed. There's something... satisfying too, about seeing Yuji in his bed like this. It makes a heat creep up the back of his neck and he feels a little silly. He'll move then to crawl into the bed beside Yuji, flopping down on his side and facing Yuji there. He's glad they're both here in pajamas, warm and soft like this. It's... kind of nice.
At Yuji's words, Nanami goes a little pink in the face but then he's tugging Yuji closer and kissing him on the nose first. Then his cheek. Then the corner of his mouth. ]
I'm yours too.
[ And then he's leaning in to kiss him properly, boldly. He presses his mouth against Yuji's and sighs softly into the kiss, eagerly pushing closer to kiss him a little harder too. ]
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Getting close in bed like this is exciting, but not because he expects anything else; it's the first time he's been able to get this close to someone he's liked romantically. The butterfly in the stomach feeling of liking someone and having them like him in return is brand new for Yuji, who's never confessed to anyone before now, and he tilts his head. He welcomes Nanami, opens his arms and his heart to him, and doesn't hesitate.
He's always loved with all his heart - he's always given it, freely and with excitement. It's a little harder here, knowing what the future holds, but... Right now, he's never been so happy in his life. Even if this doesn't last forever, it'll last long enough. ]
Nanamin, you...
[ Shaking his head, he leans into the kiss.
Their mouths press together, sliding together, and Yuji wiggles closer. One arm wraps around Nanami easily enough, drawing him closer, and he hums softly, closing his eyes. This is perfect, so perfect, and he could never ask for more. This tongue flicks out, searching, trying to scrape his teeth against Nanami's mouth, fingers wiggling to try and touch skin. ]
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But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
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He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
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His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
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If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
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It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
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There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
Tell me what feels good. Please?
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Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
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Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
I'm yours, okay? I'll always be yours.
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You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
... You feel really good.
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Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
I promise. Forever, I mean it.
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He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
What if you get bored of me one day?
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