[ When Yuji leans up, Nanami wraps his arms around his shoulders and kisses back eagerly, earnestly. He continues to rock himself down against Yuji, chasing his pleasure, and he knows he can go a bit quicker, a bit more eagerly. He wants that, he wants to feel the two of them come together but he also wants... more. He wants to have sex.
So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
[ It feels right, getting this close this fast - and if Nanami wants it, Yuji isn't going to say no. He's wanted some version of Nanami for months now, between the older man he knew and the teenager beside him now, and resisting the urge to give in to all his wants is almost impossible. Maybe other people would think this is fast, but he doesn't care.
If they want it, if they're both happy, why does it matter?
Watching Nanami remove his shirt, his eyes widen, mouth dropping open as he sees all the skin. He wants to touch it, to leave marks on it, to scrape his teeth a little, his cock twitching in interest. He wants to be the one to give Nanami all that he desires, to be the one to touch him - the only one. In the future, will Nanami have loved other people? Or will it always be him?
He wants it to only be him, jealously, selfishly. ]
I've got it from here, okay?
[ Maybe he should've picked better words, awkward. He wiggles close, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, quick and soft. ]
[ Thankfully, Nanami has no idea what those words are an echo of and just nods his head in agreement when Yuji says them. He'll lean in for a kiss, quick and soft, and Nanami's hands reach up to clutch his face and kiss back earnestly. He doesn't know what Yuji has planned but he knows he wants to keep kissing him, keep loving him.
So, yeah, this might be a little fast but Nanami can't stop thinking about how much he wants it. With every fiber of his being, he wants to have sex with Yuji. He doesn't even care how — if he fucks Yuji, if Yuji fucks him — it doesn't matter to him. All that matters to him is being able to have Yuji in general.
He'll move then to lie back, wiggling his pants off and then after a moment's thought, doing the same with his underwear. It leaves him stripped down, naked, and there's the slightest flush on his face from embarrassment as he lies there. But he's hard, achingly so, and doesn't want anything right now but Yuji. ]
[ Yuji knows what he wants - he's always known what he wants. He's fantasied about spending an evening at Nanami's apartment in the future, making him dinner and then urging him to sit down in his armchair so that Yuji could undo his belt and immediately take him deep into his throat. He had dreamed about it, had a hand wrapped around his own cock and dragged his own orgasm out of him before he had felt a little bit guilty for thinking of him.
It had felt wrong, somehow, but at the same time... He'd liked that.
Yuji strips off the rest of his clothing and wiggles close, slotting himself between Nanami's legs. He leaves a kiss on the other boy's hip, nuzzling into the skin, smiling softly as one hand lifts to wrap around his cock, thumb pressing against the tip gently. ]
[ Nanami's voice comes hesitantly, but with a nod. ]
... Okay. I trust you.
[ And even like this, even at this age, Nanami's cock is impressive. Lengthy and girthy, it's erect in Yuji's hand and when his thumb presses against the tip only a bit of precome spills out of it and onto Yuji's fingers. Nanami lets out a shuddering sigh, eyes squeezing shut and he bites his lip. It just feels so good and he's never had anyone... never even come close to being like this with anyone else. But with Yuji it feels right, feels normal, and he wants to do everything he can to be with the other boy.
He wonders if Yuji would like that? That he's his first? He doesn't know much about Yuji's history, if he's had a boyfriend or girlfriend before or not but. He just. He hopes this is the first time for him too. There's a soft whine then from Nanami and he's confessing — ]
You're the first. I've never ... with anyone. I get shy and — and you're the only one I want to do this with.
[ A little flustered rambling there but it gets the point across. Nanami lifts a hand to cover his face then, feeling completely embarrassed by everything he just said but then again, he is lying here naked and his hard cock is in Yuji's hand. It's hard to get better than this. ]
If you want me to stop, that's okay. I don't mind. Just tell me? You can pull my hair, or say something, I'll definitely listen.
[ Yuji hasn't done anything like this either, so it's a learning experience for them both. He has the vague idea of what feels good from touching himself, and some absent knowledge of what he's seen and heard as a teenager in the modern world, but no experience. The idea of being able to take more of Nanami's firsts is heady, and he feels himself get all the more into it just from considering that. In the future, Nanamin is going to know Yuji as the first person to do this to him, and it feels incredible.
Leaving another kiss on the skin of Nanami's hip, he sits up a little, feeling the blush spreading across his body. It's on his neck, flickering over his chest a little, and he smiles, thumb stroking across the curve of his hipbone with a flood of tenderness.
Nuzzling a little, distracted, he has to force himself to look at Nanami. ]
I'm yours. You're the only person I ever want to do this kind of stuff with. That's been true from the moment I first met you.
[ And, without any more hesitation, he sinks down on Nanami's cock, lips wrapped around him as he groans. ]
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So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
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If they want it, if they're both happy, why does it matter?
Watching Nanami remove his shirt, his eyes widen, mouth dropping open as he sees all the skin. He wants to touch it, to leave marks on it, to scrape his teeth a little, his cock twitching in interest. He wants to be the one to give Nanami all that he desires, to be the one to touch him - the only one. In the future, will Nanami have loved other people? Or will it always be him?
He wants it to only be him, jealously, selfishly. ]
I've got it from here, okay?
[ Maybe he should've picked better words, awkward. He wiggles close, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, quick and soft. ]
Lie back and take your pants off.
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So, yeah, this might be a little fast but Nanami can't stop thinking about how much he wants it. With every fiber of his being, he wants to have sex with Yuji. He doesn't even care how — if he fucks Yuji, if Yuji fucks him — it doesn't matter to him. All that matters to him is being able to have Yuji in general.
He'll move then to lie back, wiggling his pants off and then after a moment's thought, doing the same with his underwear. It leaves him stripped down, naked, and there's the slightest flush on his face from embarrassment as he lies there. But he's hard, achingly so, and doesn't want anything right now but Yuji. ]
What... what next?
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[ Yuji knows what he wants - he's always known what he wants. He's fantasied about spending an evening at Nanami's apartment in the future, making him dinner and then urging him to sit down in his armchair so that Yuji could undo his belt and immediately take him deep into his throat. He had dreamed about it, had a hand wrapped around his own cock and dragged his own orgasm out of him before he had felt a little bit guilty for thinking of him.
It had felt wrong, somehow, but at the same time... He'd liked that.
Yuji strips off the rest of his clothing and wiggles close, slotting himself between Nanami's legs. He leaves a kiss on the other boy's hip, nuzzling into the skin, smiling softly as one hand lifts to wrap around his cock, thumb pressing against the tip gently. ]
I'll take care of you. Is that okay?
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... Okay. I trust you.
[ And even like this, even at this age, Nanami's cock is impressive. Lengthy and girthy, it's erect in Yuji's hand and when his thumb presses against the tip only a bit of precome spills out of it and onto Yuji's fingers. Nanami lets out a shuddering sigh, eyes squeezing shut and he bites his lip. It just feels so good and he's never had anyone... never even come close to being like this with anyone else. But with Yuji it feels right, feels normal, and he wants to do everything he can to be with the other boy.
He wonders if Yuji would like that? That he's his first? He doesn't know much about Yuji's history, if he's had a boyfriend or girlfriend before or not but. He just. He hopes this is the first time for him too. There's a soft whine then from Nanami and he's confessing — ]
You're the first. I've never ... with anyone. I get shy and — and you're the only one I want to do this with.
[ A little flustered rambling there but it gets the point across. Nanami lifts a hand to cover his face then, feeling completely embarrassed by everything he just said but then again, he is lying here naked and his hard cock is in Yuji's hand. It's hard to get better than this. ]
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If you want me to stop, that's okay. I don't mind. Just tell me? You can pull my hair, or say something, I'll definitely listen.
[ Yuji hasn't done anything like this either, so it's a learning experience for them both. He has the vague idea of what feels good from touching himself, and some absent knowledge of what he's seen and heard as a teenager in the modern world, but no experience. The idea of being able to take more of Nanami's firsts is heady, and he feels himself get all the more into it just from considering that. In the future, Nanamin is going to know Yuji as the first person to do this to him, and it feels incredible.
Leaving another kiss on the skin of Nanami's hip, he sits up a little, feeling the blush spreading across his body. It's on his neck, flickering over his chest a little, and he smiles, thumb stroking across the curve of his hipbone with a flood of tenderness.
Nuzzling a little, distracted, he has to force himself to look at Nanami. ]
I'm yours. You're the only person I ever want to do this kind of stuff with. That's been true from the moment I first met you.
[ And, without any more hesitation, he sinks down on Nanami's cock, lips wrapped around him as he groans. ]