[ Nanami is going to lean in and wrap his arms around Yuji. One hand cradling the back of his head, the other curled into the fabric between his shoulders. He holds him tight and lets Yuji kiss him gently, giving something close to a giggle when he's nuzzled because of how ticklish it feels.
He's feeling... joy right now. Elation. The sheer happiness that comes from expressing your feelings and them being returned to you. He wants to kiss Yuji stupid, he wants to stare at him for hours, he wants to cuddle him to sleep. He doesn't want Yuji to go, even a little bit.
He'll press another kiss to Yuji's mouth, chaste and sweet before he pulls away and steps back. He pulls his hands off of Yuji, fingertips skimming over his body until he captures his hands in his own. With their hands linked, he'll squeeze Yuji's and tug him towards the bed. ]
Come on. I — I want to kiss you some more.
[ And cuddle him. Very much wanting to cuddle him. ]
[ This is so cute, so endearing, that Yuji doesn't know what to do with himself; this isn't a version of Nanami that he had ever anticipated seeing in his life. There's a small part of him that is still in mourning, missing the man that is now far beyond his reach, someone that he can't reach out and touch any more. It feels wrong, to think about the person he's missed compared to the person that's right here, but he can't help the way his heart feels.
As soon as Nanami steps back, Yuji tries to chase his mouth, almost pouting at the distance put between them. He might want to move to the bed and kiss him more, but he also wants to keep kissing right now, and he shakes his head as he draws himself out of the little hazy moment that's overtaken him. Yeah, this is amazing, and Nanami is so cute, and he wants a thousand more of these moments.
Pushing their noses together as he sneaks another kiss, he slips away, nodding. If he's being tugged, he'll go; even if he might be able to pick Nanami up and carry him around easily, he's very easily led. Carefully, he drops on the bed, glad he didn't think to get properly dressed up after his nightmare.
They might be able to fall asleep together like this, cuddling close to one another. It's a dream come true. ]
You can kiss me as much as you want. I'm totally yours, Nanamin.
[ Yuji is so fond of him, so affectionate, that it's taking Nanami off guard. He's never had anything like this before, never dated anyone and never really kissed anyone before Yuji. He wants so much right now but it's hard to put it into words, hard to understand what it is.
So, he'll go forward and watch as Yuji falls back onto the bed. There's something... satisfying too, about seeing Yuji in his bed like this. It makes a heat creep up the back of his neck and he feels a little silly. He'll move then to crawl into the bed beside Yuji, flopping down on his side and facing Yuji there. He's glad they're both here in pajamas, warm and soft like this. It's... kind of nice.
At Yuji's words, Nanami goes a little pink in the face but then he's tugging Yuji closer and kissing him on the nose first. Then his cheek. Then the corner of his mouth. ]
I'm yours too.
[ And then he's leaning in to kiss him properly, boldly. He presses his mouth against Yuji's and sighs softly into the kiss, eagerly pushing closer to kiss him a little harder too. ]
[ Yuji has never been very good at hiding how he feels or tucking his feelings away, and the only reason he's been able to manage so long in front of Nanami is because the other guy was avoiding him. It's been rough with Gojo-senpai, but if he'd been allowed to get this close to Nanami from the beginning... He doesn't think that they'd have been able to get as far as they have been. Maybe they've been lucky, in a way, for the distance between them.
Getting close in bed like this is exciting, but not because he expects anything else; it's the first time he's been able to get this close to someone he's liked romantically. The butterfly in the stomach feeling of liking someone and having them like him in return is brand new for Yuji, who's never confessed to anyone before now, and he tilts his head. He welcomes Nanami, opens his arms and his heart to him, and doesn't hesitate.
He's always loved with all his heart - he's always given it, freely and with excitement. It's a little harder here, knowing what the future holds, but... Right now, he's never been so happy in his life. Even if this doesn't last forever, it'll last long enough. ]
Nanamin, you...
[ Shaking his head, he leans into the kiss.
Their mouths press together, sliding together, and Yuji wiggles closer. One arm wraps around Nanami easily enough, drawing him closer, and he hums softly, closing his eyes. This is perfect, so perfect, and he could never ask for more. This tongue flicks out, searching, trying to scrape his teeth against Nanami's mouth, fingers wiggling to try and touch skin. ]
[ It really was that distance that helped them because it left Nanami in his thoughts, brooding really but ruminating as well. He thought about Yuji a lot, in all sorts of ways, going pink in the face whenever his thoughts moved to something more flattering. Yuji was this distant thing, this bright light that Nanami couldn't look directly at or it'd consume him. That's how he chalked it up before, at least.
But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
[ There's no hesitation in his movements, no pausing as he wiggles closer and lets himself rock gently into Nanami's space, wanting to claim and hold as much of him as possible. Yuji doesn't have any kind of desire to press or push, not right now, not when they're still getting used to being around one another. With a step towards something so clearly romantic, Yuji doesn't want to risk it falling apart before he's accustomed to it.
He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
[ Nanami isn't going to stop Yuji from touching him, wherever he wants. His hands slide upwards to curl his arms around Yuji's neck, pulling him closer like that. In turn, his leg reaches out to wrap around Yuji's and pull them flush against each other as well. He's not pushing for more, not really, but he's doing what feels natural for his body right now. He wants to wrap himself up so completely with Yuji, doesn't want to have any space between them.
His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
[ Hearing his own name - definitely him, no one else - coming out of Nanami's mouth is delicious, heady, makes Yuji moan softly before he can bite back the urge. He feels as though he's going to come undone before anything happens, and while he's more than happy to keep going, but he knows that they can't rush into things. They can't get ahead of themselves and do something that they might end up regretting, or not being totally ready for, and that's the last thing he wants.
If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
[ He's not trying to push for more with Yuji. He knows they shouldn't rush into anything, shouldn't go for more than they can handle right now. But he wants Yuji so badly, he wants the other boy to keep touching him, to keep doing everything for him. And Yuji does, he does exactly what Nanami wants and Nanami can't help but feel heady with lust, with affection. He loves this.
It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
[ Yuji's going to be careful - he will. He makes the promise, he's certain of it, but it's still so, impossibly difficult to keep it to himself. Leaning down, he steals another kiss, sinking into Nanami's embrace and groaning softly. He wants this - more of this - but he's a little nervous, too, a little unsure of what it might mean to keep going without risking their budding, new relationship.
There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
[ All Nanami knows is that it feels good to do this with Yuji. He's nervous because it's his first time doing any of this but he likes the feeling of Yuji's kisses across his chest and the way they're wrapped up together. He doesn't want it to stop. It's why when Yuji attaches his mouth to his nipple, Nanami lets out a soft cry, his fingers tightening in Yuji's hair. The sensation of hot mouth on sensitive nipple is new and enticing and he doesn't want it to stop. ]
Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
[ The glee he feels at hearing Nanami's reaction is something that he's going to lock away for the quiet moments when they're apart, when they're on missions - a burst of pleasure that's going to get him through a handful of lonely nights. Nanami sounds good, his voice deep even now, alluring to a Yuji who wants nothing more than to curl around him and bring him all the kind of pleasure that he could ever hope for in his life.
Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
[ Nanami believes it when Yuji says that and for a moment, the hopeless romantic part of him can't help but picture it. Fighting curses together, getting older, graduating. Becoming grade ones together — it'd be so easy with Yuji's strength and Nanami's skill. Moving in together. Loving each other. It makes him flush pink and he squirms a little as Yuji continues to press kiss after kiss to his body. ]
You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
[ Yuji's eyes widen as he rolls with Nanami, ending up below him with his expression glued to his partner's face. He is so beautiful, so perfect right now, sitting on top of him and offering Yuji the world, that he can't even imagine regretting this. He's done so much that he could regret in his life that this feels so miniscule in comparison, but he knows that the man of their future will be staring him down with dark, angry eyes one day.
Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
[ As Yuji wraps his arms around Nanami, Nanami goes easily into them. He lays down on top of Yuji, nuzzling him gently against his jaw and pressing light kisses across his skin. His arms move up to rest his elbows on either side of Yuji's head, holding himself up like that as he brackets the other boy's head in between his arms.
He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
[ The solid weight of Nanami above him is like a comforting blanket, and the soft hum that Yuji makes is an echo of that. It feels so tender, so lovely, to rock their bodies against one another, chasing pleasure gently without any hurry, just enjoying being wrapped around each other. It's like a dream come to life - because it is, because Yuji had pictured this dozens of times, both with the Nanami of the now and the Nanami of the future.
His arms wrap around Nanami, stroking along his waist and his hips, stroking against his skin. They both have scars, don't they? They're both wounded from their roles as sorcerers, left scarred and aching, but at least this can do something to ease it, to make the quiet moments they share better. It doesn't have to be about chasing pleasure or seeking orgasm, it's about... Being happy.
They're happy with one another. The pleasure is just a wonderful side benefit. ]
[ Nanami can't say he hasn't imagined this and what it would be like to curl up together with Yuji and find his pleasure. But probably not as often as Yuji, always trying to pretend that his feelings for Yuji weren't there and that it was just frustration and distance that he felt for the other boy in response. What a lie that was.
And now that they're here, that their feelings are revealed to each other, Nanami can lean into them and be honest about how he feels. And how does he feel? He feels like he wants all of Yuji's attention and his affection and doesn't want to be anything less than the only one in Yuji's eyes. He feels possessive of the other boy, wanting dearly. He knows better but yet, this is how he feels.
So, when Yuji says he'll never get bored of him, Nanami is conflicted. Of course he feels the burst of joy that gives him, the desire to kiss Yuji stupid in response. But then there's also the insecurity — is Yuji sure? Does he promise? Nanami is still an insecure teenager who has found who he thinks is the love of his life. He's going through it, just a bit. ]
Good. ... Yeah, good. You better not.
[ And then Nanami is going to kiss him again, slow and soft and deep. This is a bit better than giving into his insecurity. ]
[ Yuji has no idea how long he'll get to stay here, when the effects of the curse will wear off or if he'll still be around when his younger self appears, so many years in the future. If that does happen, then surely something will have to be done about the 'older' Itadori... Maybe he should've given some kind of fake name... If that was true, though, then when he first arrived Gojo-sensei or Nanamin would've said something, right? Or maybe he hasn't changed things yet, so he has to do that then go back...
Time travel is confusing, and he decides not to focus on it right now. He has the man of his dreams in front of him, kissing him, touching him, so why would he worry about anything else?
It might sound crazy, to say he won't get bored with someone, but Yuji knows it in his heart. He knows it implicitly, because he has been obsessed with Nanami for so long. He has yearned for him, wanted to reach out and claim him, needily, even when the age gap between them had been fragile and insurmountable. Cheeks flushed, Yuji leans in to return the kiss, deepening it, chasing all the pleasure that he can get. ]
I like you more than anyone or anything else in the entire world. I'm going to stay with you until I die.
[ Yuji says that and for a moment, Nanami wants to admonish him for it. Don't talk about dying, don't even think about dying. Especially having lost someone already, Nanami is hypersensitive to the idea of losing anyone else. It's why his arms are going to go around Yuji's neck and he's going to hug him close, nuzzling into his hair first before anything else.
But Nanami also knows that they're both sorcerers and death is around the corner no matter what. It's an inevitable, they won't live until old age. So, Yuji saying he'll stay with him until he dies is exceptionally romantic and very much something that they should be saying to one another. Nanami thinks of this as he kisses Yuji, as his hand slips into his hair and curls his fingers against his nape. As his hips rock against Yuji's and he gets a little more insistent there.
When the kiss breaks, he's panting against Yuji's mouth and moans softly, eyes fluttering closed. ]
If — If there's an afterlife, I want to be with you there too. If we get reincarnated, I want to find you in my next life.
[ That's incredibly devoted of him to say that. The type of outlandish romanticism you'd only get from a teenager. But it feels right to Nanami. It feels true. He thinks Yuji might be his soulmate, and they haven't even had sex yet. ]
[ It feels less romantic to Yuji if only because he knows his lifespan has an expiration date - he hasn't told anyone here about it, not willing to risk the wrath of the elders or for someone to figure out just what is inside of him. It's too dangerous, and with Sukuna feeling dormant, it wasn't as much of a problem in the long run. What he wants is to spend his life with Nanami, but he knows the truth: Nanami dies sooner than he should and Yuji will be executed.
It makes him feel a deep well of sadness, suddenly, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, to push his tongue into the other boy's mouth and give him everything that he can. He might not have much to his name, an orphan with no family and no technique, but he has his heart and his soul, and both of them can be Nanami's. Both of them have been his for months, the other just didn't know about it yet.
All of this is really so very perfect, and Yuji rocks his hips forward against Nanami's, stroking a hand against his cheek before he breathes out softly. ]
I'll look for you. I know that. No matter what life I lead or what world I'm in, I'll find you.
[ The statement has a ring of truth in it - because it is true. When Yuji had awoken here in the past and seen Gojo-sensei as he is now, the first thing he had wanted was to find Nanami. The idea of going back to a future without him is agonising. ]
[ It's all a little overwhelming for Nanami and he finds himself hugging Yuji closer and kissing him, deep and eager. One of his hands moves to clutch Yuji's hair while the other curls fingers into the back of his shirt, holding him tight. He rocks down harder against Yuji's cock, their two erections sliding against each other through the soft cloth of their pants as Nanami kisses him with intent.
He'll kiss him like that for a while, only breaking off to pant softly against his mouth and speak a little. ]
Please. Please love me.
[ And then he's kissing him again, just as hot and heated as before, just as urgent. Maybe even more so now. He wants Yuji's affection desperately, feels a little drunk on Yuji's sweet words. It's hard, he's closed himself off so tightly from everyone else ever since Haibara's death that now that he's getting some kind of affection again, it's making his heart crack into tiny little pieces.
So, he reacts like this, desperate hands, desperate kisses, desperate grinding down against him. He wants Yuji and wants to affirm that they're not going to be apart anytime soon. ]
[ It might sound a little weird if Yuji didn't know what he did - that in the future, he likes Nanami just as much, that knowing this boy as an adult doesn't change how he feels, that the dedication inside of him is an eternal, inescapable one - but he's certain of himself. There's no one else he could ever love in the way that he loves Nanami, no one else he could ever want, because he is perfect. He's wonderful, and everything Yuji could've ever dreamed of.
He feels bad for lying, but there's no way that he could ever share the reality of his situation. If all they're going to have together will be these brief, amazing moments, then he'll grip them tight with both hands. No one is going to separate the two of them, not as long as he is living and breathing, as long as they can reach for one another like this.
Kissing is easy, it feels good, and Yuji chases his mouth, kisses him harder, as if trying to mark a claim or prove that he will be as devoted in emotion as he is in physical touch. The urge to start tugging off more clothes and do more settles around his shoulders like a blanket, but he resists - for now. They can take their time, he's not going anywhere just yet.
Nuzzling into Nanami, he smiles. ]
It's a promise. I'm going to love you as much as I can.
[ He's never going to leave. If he could stay here, grow up with Nanami, grow old with him... It would be a dream come true. ]
[ One day, Nanami will know the truth. That Yuji came back in time, that he knows Nanami of the future and the two of them had a mentor-mentee relationship then. He will know that Yuji watched him die. These are all things that Nanami will eventually know. But for right now, he doesn't see anything between them other than the fact that Yuji appeared one day, that he's his new partner, that he's strong and capable and beautiful, and that he's been smitten with him since the moment they met and he's denied that part of himself for ages now.
But Yuji is all grand commitment and soft touches and Nanami sinks into them readily. He kisses Yuji with a desperation he can't shake and eagerly rocks himself down against his cock. He wants more, he realizes. The sensation of it crawls up his spine and makes him whine softly into Yuji's mouth. He wants the other boy to touch him, he wants to feel good.
He'll break off from Yuji's mouth then and pant against it, a little desperate. A lot desperate. ]
Can we...
[ He doesn't know how to finish that question. He doesn't know what to ask for. He just knows he wants Yuji, wants more of him, and is a little shy about it. He turns a bright red in reaction, ducking his head slightly to avert his eyes from Yuji's. But his hips keep moving and his hands keep clutching Yuji. ]
[ Yuji shifts, wiggling a little as he watches Nanami. Whatever the request is, he thinks, he'd give it to him. He can't imagine there being anything that Nanami might ask him that he would refuse to give him, especially with the depth of the emotion that he feels. It's affection for now, but he thinks that it might transform very swiftly and very sharply into the kind of love that would last him for a lifetime or more.
Leaning up, he takes another kiss, licking into Nanami's mouth, sucking on his lower lip. He wants to leave marks, wants to scrape his teeth, wants to show claim after claim - even if Gojo-senpai and Geto-senpai might make fun of them for it, one more than the other. He could handle all the teasing in the world if it meant the two of them could be together.
Nanami's hips keep moving, and Yuji sighs against his mouth before he leans back. ]
I'll give you whatever you could ever want from me. Anything you could ask.
[ When Yuji leans up, Nanami wraps his arms around his shoulders and kisses back eagerly, earnestly. He continues to rock himself down against Yuji, chasing his pleasure, and he knows he can go a bit quicker, a bit more eagerly. He wants that, he wants to feel the two of them come together but he also wants... more. He wants to have sex.
So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
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He's feeling... joy right now. Elation. The sheer happiness that comes from expressing your feelings and them being returned to you. He wants to kiss Yuji stupid, he wants to stare at him for hours, he wants to cuddle him to sleep. He doesn't want Yuji to go, even a little bit.
He'll press another kiss to Yuji's mouth, chaste and sweet before he pulls away and steps back. He pulls his hands off of Yuji, fingertips skimming over his body until he captures his hands in his own. With their hands linked, he'll squeeze Yuji's and tug him towards the bed. ]
Come on. I — I want to kiss you some more.
[ And cuddle him. Very much wanting to cuddle him. ]
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As soon as Nanami steps back, Yuji tries to chase his mouth, almost pouting at the distance put between them. He might want to move to the bed and kiss him more, but he also wants to keep kissing right now, and he shakes his head as he draws himself out of the little hazy moment that's overtaken him. Yeah, this is amazing, and Nanami is so cute, and he wants a thousand more of these moments.
Pushing their noses together as he sneaks another kiss, he slips away, nodding. If he's being tugged, he'll go; even if he might be able to pick Nanami up and carry him around easily, he's very easily led. Carefully, he drops on the bed, glad he didn't think to get properly dressed up after his nightmare.
They might be able to fall asleep together like this, cuddling close to one another. It's a dream come true. ]
You can kiss me as much as you want. I'm totally yours, Nanamin.
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So, he'll go forward and watch as Yuji falls back onto the bed. There's something... satisfying too, about seeing Yuji in his bed like this. It makes a heat creep up the back of his neck and he feels a little silly. He'll move then to crawl into the bed beside Yuji, flopping down on his side and facing Yuji there. He's glad they're both here in pajamas, warm and soft like this. It's... kind of nice.
At Yuji's words, Nanami goes a little pink in the face but then he's tugging Yuji closer and kissing him on the nose first. Then his cheek. Then the corner of his mouth. ]
I'm yours too.
[ And then he's leaning in to kiss him properly, boldly. He presses his mouth against Yuji's and sighs softly into the kiss, eagerly pushing closer to kiss him a little harder too. ]
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Getting close in bed like this is exciting, but not because he expects anything else; it's the first time he's been able to get this close to someone he's liked romantically. The butterfly in the stomach feeling of liking someone and having them like him in return is brand new for Yuji, who's never confessed to anyone before now, and he tilts his head. He welcomes Nanami, opens his arms and his heart to him, and doesn't hesitate.
He's always loved with all his heart - he's always given it, freely and with excitement. It's a little harder here, knowing what the future holds, but... Right now, he's never been so happy in his life. Even if this doesn't last forever, it'll last long enough. ]
Nanamin, you...
[ Shaking his head, he leans into the kiss.
Their mouths press together, sliding together, and Yuji wiggles closer. One arm wraps around Nanami easily enough, drawing him closer, and he hums softly, closing his eyes. This is perfect, so perfect, and he could never ask for more. This tongue flicks out, searching, trying to scrape his teeth against Nanami's mouth, fingers wiggling to try and touch skin. ]
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But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
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He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
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His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
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If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
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It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
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There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
Tell me what feels good. Please?
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Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
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Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
I'm yours, okay? I'll always be yours.
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You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
... You feel really good.
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Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
I promise. Forever, I mean it.
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He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
What if you get bored of me one day?
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His arms wrap around Nanami, stroking along his waist and his hips, stroking against his skin. They both have scars, don't they? They're both wounded from their roles as sorcerers, left scarred and aching, but at least this can do something to ease it, to make the quiet moments they share better. It doesn't have to be about chasing pleasure or seeking orgasm, it's about... Being happy.
They're happy with one another. The pleasure is just a wonderful side benefit. ]
I'll never get bored of you. I know it.
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And now that they're here, that their feelings are revealed to each other, Nanami can lean into them and be honest about how he feels. And how does he feel? He feels like he wants all of Yuji's attention and his affection and doesn't want to be anything less than the only one in Yuji's eyes. He feels possessive of the other boy, wanting dearly. He knows better but yet, this is how he feels.
So, when Yuji says he'll never get bored of him, Nanami is conflicted. Of course he feels the burst of joy that gives him, the desire to kiss Yuji stupid in response. But then there's also the insecurity — is Yuji sure? Does he promise? Nanami is still an insecure teenager who has found who he thinks is the love of his life. He's going through it, just a bit. ]
Good. ... Yeah, good. You better not.
[ And then Nanami is going to kiss him again, slow and soft and deep. This is a bit better than giving into his insecurity. ]
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Time travel is confusing, and he decides not to focus on it right now. He has the man of his dreams in front of him, kissing him, touching him, so why would he worry about anything else?
It might sound crazy, to say he won't get bored with someone, but Yuji knows it in his heart. He knows it implicitly, because he has been obsessed with Nanami for so long. He has yearned for him, wanted to reach out and claim him, needily, even when the age gap between them had been fragile and insurmountable. Cheeks flushed, Yuji leans in to return the kiss, deepening it, chasing all the pleasure that he can get. ]
I like you more than anyone or anything else in the entire world. I'm going to stay with you until I die.
[ However near or far way that might be. ]
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But Nanami also knows that they're both sorcerers and death is around the corner no matter what. It's an inevitable, they won't live until old age. So, Yuji saying he'll stay with him until he dies is exceptionally romantic and very much something that they should be saying to one another. Nanami thinks of this as he kisses Yuji, as his hand slips into his hair and curls his fingers against his nape. As his hips rock against Yuji's and he gets a little more insistent there.
When the kiss breaks, he's panting against Yuji's mouth and moans softly, eyes fluttering closed. ]
If — If there's an afterlife, I want to be with you there too. If we get reincarnated, I want to find you in my next life.
[ That's incredibly devoted of him to say that. The type of outlandish romanticism you'd only get from a teenager. But it feels right to Nanami. It feels true. He thinks Yuji might be his soulmate, and they haven't even had sex yet. ]
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It makes him feel a deep well of sadness, suddenly, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, to push his tongue into the other boy's mouth and give him everything that he can. He might not have much to his name, an orphan with no family and no technique, but he has his heart and his soul, and both of them can be Nanami's. Both of them have been his for months, the other just didn't know about it yet.
All of this is really so very perfect, and Yuji rocks his hips forward against Nanami's, stroking a hand against his cheek before he breathes out softly. ]
I'll look for you. I know that. No matter what life I lead or what world I'm in, I'll find you.
[ The statement has a ring of truth in it - because it is true. When Yuji had awoken here in the past and seen Gojo-sensei as he is now, the first thing he had wanted was to find Nanami. The idea of going back to a future without him is agonising. ]
I want to love you for as long as I can.
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He'll kiss him like that for a while, only breaking off to pant softly against his mouth and speak a little. ]
Please. Please love me.
[ And then he's kissing him again, just as hot and heated as before, just as urgent. Maybe even more so now. He wants Yuji's affection desperately, feels a little drunk on Yuji's sweet words. It's hard, he's closed himself off so tightly from everyone else ever since Haibara's death that now that he's getting some kind of affection again, it's making his heart crack into tiny little pieces.
So, he reacts like this, desperate hands, desperate kisses, desperate grinding down against him. He wants Yuji and wants to affirm that they're not going to be apart anytime soon. ]
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He feels bad for lying, but there's no way that he could ever share the reality of his situation. If all they're going to have together will be these brief, amazing moments, then he'll grip them tight with both hands. No one is going to separate the two of them, not as long as he is living and breathing, as long as they can reach for one another like this.
Kissing is easy, it feels good, and Yuji chases his mouth, kisses him harder, as if trying to mark a claim or prove that he will be as devoted in emotion as he is in physical touch. The urge to start tugging off more clothes and do more settles around his shoulders like a blanket, but he resists - for now. They can take their time, he's not going anywhere just yet.
Nuzzling into Nanami, he smiles. ]
It's a promise. I'm going to love you as much as I can.
[ He's never going to leave. If he could stay here, grow up with Nanami, grow old with him... It would be a dream come true. ]
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But Yuji is all grand commitment and soft touches and Nanami sinks into them readily. He kisses Yuji with a desperation he can't shake and eagerly rocks himself down against his cock. He wants more, he realizes. The sensation of it crawls up his spine and makes him whine softly into Yuji's mouth. He wants the other boy to touch him, he wants to feel good.
He'll break off from Yuji's mouth then and pant against it, a little desperate. A lot desperate. ]
Can we...
[ He doesn't know how to finish that question. He doesn't know what to ask for. He just knows he wants Yuji, wants more of him, and is a little shy about it. He turns a bright red in reaction, ducking his head slightly to avert his eyes from Yuji's. But his hips keep moving and his hands keep clutching Yuji. ]
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[ Yuji shifts, wiggling a little as he watches Nanami. Whatever the request is, he thinks, he'd give it to him. He can't imagine there being anything that Nanami might ask him that he would refuse to give him, especially with the depth of the emotion that he feels. It's affection for now, but he thinks that it might transform very swiftly and very sharply into the kind of love that would last him for a lifetime or more.
Leaning up, he takes another kiss, licking into Nanami's mouth, sucking on his lower lip. He wants to leave marks, wants to scrape his teeth, wants to show claim after claim - even if Gojo-senpai and Geto-senpai might make fun of them for it, one more than the other. He could handle all the teasing in the world if it meant the two of them could be together.
Nanami's hips keep moving, and Yuji sighs against his mouth before he leans back. ]
I'll give you whatever you could ever want from me. Anything you could ask.
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So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
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