[ It really was that distance that helped them because it left Nanami in his thoughts, brooding really but ruminating as well. He thought about Yuji a lot, in all sorts of ways, going pink in the face whenever his thoughts moved to something more flattering. Yuji was this distant thing, this bright light that Nanami couldn't look directly at or it'd consume him. That's how he chalked it up before, at least.
But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
[ There's no hesitation in his movements, no pausing as he wiggles closer and lets himself rock gently into Nanami's space, wanting to claim and hold as much of him as possible. Yuji doesn't have any kind of desire to press or push, not right now, not when they're still getting used to being around one another. With a step towards something so clearly romantic, Yuji doesn't want to risk it falling apart before he's accustomed to it.
He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
[ Nanami isn't going to stop Yuji from touching him, wherever he wants. His hands slide upwards to curl his arms around Yuji's neck, pulling him closer like that. In turn, his leg reaches out to wrap around Yuji's and pull them flush against each other as well. He's not pushing for more, not really, but he's doing what feels natural for his body right now. He wants to wrap himself up so completely with Yuji, doesn't want to have any space between them.
His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
[ Hearing his own name - definitely him, no one else - coming out of Nanami's mouth is delicious, heady, makes Yuji moan softly before he can bite back the urge. He feels as though he's going to come undone before anything happens, and while he's more than happy to keep going, but he knows that they can't rush into things. They can't get ahead of themselves and do something that they might end up regretting, or not being totally ready for, and that's the last thing he wants.
If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
[ He's not trying to push for more with Yuji. He knows they shouldn't rush into anything, shouldn't go for more than they can handle right now. But he wants Yuji so badly, he wants the other boy to keep touching him, to keep doing everything for him. And Yuji does, he does exactly what Nanami wants and Nanami can't help but feel heady with lust, with affection. He loves this.
It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
[ Yuji's going to be careful - he will. He makes the promise, he's certain of it, but it's still so, impossibly difficult to keep it to himself. Leaning down, he steals another kiss, sinking into Nanami's embrace and groaning softly. He wants this - more of this - but he's a little nervous, too, a little unsure of what it might mean to keep going without risking their budding, new relationship.
There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
[ All Nanami knows is that it feels good to do this with Yuji. He's nervous because it's his first time doing any of this but he likes the feeling of Yuji's kisses across his chest and the way they're wrapped up together. He doesn't want it to stop. It's why when Yuji attaches his mouth to his nipple, Nanami lets out a soft cry, his fingers tightening in Yuji's hair. The sensation of hot mouth on sensitive nipple is new and enticing and he doesn't want it to stop. ]
Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
[ The glee he feels at hearing Nanami's reaction is something that he's going to lock away for the quiet moments when they're apart, when they're on missions - a burst of pleasure that's going to get him through a handful of lonely nights. Nanami sounds good, his voice deep even now, alluring to a Yuji who wants nothing more than to curl around him and bring him all the kind of pleasure that he could ever hope for in his life.
Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
[ Nanami believes it when Yuji says that and for a moment, the hopeless romantic part of him can't help but picture it. Fighting curses together, getting older, graduating. Becoming grade ones together — it'd be so easy with Yuji's strength and Nanami's skill. Moving in together. Loving each other. It makes him flush pink and he squirms a little as Yuji continues to press kiss after kiss to his body. ]
You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
[ Yuji's eyes widen as he rolls with Nanami, ending up below him with his expression glued to his partner's face. He is so beautiful, so perfect right now, sitting on top of him and offering Yuji the world, that he can't even imagine regretting this. He's done so much that he could regret in his life that this feels so miniscule in comparison, but he knows that the man of their future will be staring him down with dark, angry eyes one day.
Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
[ As Yuji wraps his arms around Nanami, Nanami goes easily into them. He lays down on top of Yuji, nuzzling him gently against his jaw and pressing light kisses across his skin. His arms move up to rest his elbows on either side of Yuji's head, holding himself up like that as he brackets the other boy's head in between his arms.
He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
[ The solid weight of Nanami above him is like a comforting blanket, and the soft hum that Yuji makes is an echo of that. It feels so tender, so lovely, to rock their bodies against one another, chasing pleasure gently without any hurry, just enjoying being wrapped around each other. It's like a dream come to life - because it is, because Yuji had pictured this dozens of times, both with the Nanami of the now and the Nanami of the future.
His arms wrap around Nanami, stroking along his waist and his hips, stroking against his skin. They both have scars, don't they? They're both wounded from their roles as sorcerers, left scarred and aching, but at least this can do something to ease it, to make the quiet moments they share better. It doesn't have to be about chasing pleasure or seeking orgasm, it's about... Being happy.
They're happy with one another. The pleasure is just a wonderful side benefit. ]
[ Nanami can't say he hasn't imagined this and what it would be like to curl up together with Yuji and find his pleasure. But probably not as often as Yuji, always trying to pretend that his feelings for Yuji weren't there and that it was just frustration and distance that he felt for the other boy in response. What a lie that was.
And now that they're here, that their feelings are revealed to each other, Nanami can lean into them and be honest about how he feels. And how does he feel? He feels like he wants all of Yuji's attention and his affection and doesn't want to be anything less than the only one in Yuji's eyes. He feels possessive of the other boy, wanting dearly. He knows better but yet, this is how he feels.
So, when Yuji says he'll never get bored of him, Nanami is conflicted. Of course he feels the burst of joy that gives him, the desire to kiss Yuji stupid in response. But then there's also the insecurity — is Yuji sure? Does he promise? Nanami is still an insecure teenager who has found who he thinks is the love of his life. He's going through it, just a bit. ]
Good. ... Yeah, good. You better not.
[ And then Nanami is going to kiss him again, slow and soft and deep. This is a bit better than giving into his insecurity. ]
[ Yuji has no idea how long he'll get to stay here, when the effects of the curse will wear off or if he'll still be around when his younger self appears, so many years in the future. If that does happen, then surely something will have to be done about the 'older' Itadori... Maybe he should've given some kind of fake name... If that was true, though, then when he first arrived Gojo-sensei or Nanamin would've said something, right? Or maybe he hasn't changed things yet, so he has to do that then go back...
Time travel is confusing, and he decides not to focus on it right now. He has the man of his dreams in front of him, kissing him, touching him, so why would he worry about anything else?
It might sound crazy, to say he won't get bored with someone, but Yuji knows it in his heart. He knows it implicitly, because he has been obsessed with Nanami for so long. He has yearned for him, wanted to reach out and claim him, needily, even when the age gap between them had been fragile and insurmountable. Cheeks flushed, Yuji leans in to return the kiss, deepening it, chasing all the pleasure that he can get. ]
I like you more than anyone or anything else in the entire world. I'm going to stay with you until I die.
[ Yuji says that and for a moment, Nanami wants to admonish him for it. Don't talk about dying, don't even think about dying. Especially having lost someone already, Nanami is hypersensitive to the idea of losing anyone else. It's why his arms are going to go around Yuji's neck and he's going to hug him close, nuzzling into his hair first before anything else.
But Nanami also knows that they're both sorcerers and death is around the corner no matter what. It's an inevitable, they won't live until old age. So, Yuji saying he'll stay with him until he dies is exceptionally romantic and very much something that they should be saying to one another. Nanami thinks of this as he kisses Yuji, as his hand slips into his hair and curls his fingers against his nape. As his hips rock against Yuji's and he gets a little more insistent there.
When the kiss breaks, he's panting against Yuji's mouth and moans softly, eyes fluttering closed. ]
If — If there's an afterlife, I want to be with you there too. If we get reincarnated, I want to find you in my next life.
[ That's incredibly devoted of him to say that. The type of outlandish romanticism you'd only get from a teenager. But it feels right to Nanami. It feels true. He thinks Yuji might be his soulmate, and they haven't even had sex yet. ]
[ It feels less romantic to Yuji if only because he knows his lifespan has an expiration date - he hasn't told anyone here about it, not willing to risk the wrath of the elders or for someone to figure out just what is inside of him. It's too dangerous, and with Sukuna feeling dormant, it wasn't as much of a problem in the long run. What he wants is to spend his life with Nanami, but he knows the truth: Nanami dies sooner than he should and Yuji will be executed.
It makes him feel a deep well of sadness, suddenly, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, to push his tongue into the other boy's mouth and give him everything that he can. He might not have much to his name, an orphan with no family and no technique, but he has his heart and his soul, and both of them can be Nanami's. Both of them have been his for months, the other just didn't know about it yet.
All of this is really so very perfect, and Yuji rocks his hips forward against Nanami's, stroking a hand against his cheek before he breathes out softly. ]
I'll look for you. I know that. No matter what life I lead or what world I'm in, I'll find you.
[ The statement has a ring of truth in it - because it is true. When Yuji had awoken here in the past and seen Gojo-sensei as he is now, the first thing he had wanted was to find Nanami. The idea of going back to a future without him is agonising. ]
[ It's all a little overwhelming for Nanami and he finds himself hugging Yuji closer and kissing him, deep and eager. One of his hands moves to clutch Yuji's hair while the other curls fingers into the back of his shirt, holding him tight. He rocks down harder against Yuji's cock, their two erections sliding against each other through the soft cloth of their pants as Nanami kisses him with intent.
He'll kiss him like that for a while, only breaking off to pant softly against his mouth and speak a little. ]
Please. Please love me.
[ And then he's kissing him again, just as hot and heated as before, just as urgent. Maybe even more so now. He wants Yuji's affection desperately, feels a little drunk on Yuji's sweet words. It's hard, he's closed himself off so tightly from everyone else ever since Haibara's death that now that he's getting some kind of affection again, it's making his heart crack into tiny little pieces.
So, he reacts like this, desperate hands, desperate kisses, desperate grinding down against him. He wants Yuji and wants to affirm that they're not going to be apart anytime soon. ]
[ It might sound a little weird if Yuji didn't know what he did - that in the future, he likes Nanami just as much, that knowing this boy as an adult doesn't change how he feels, that the dedication inside of him is an eternal, inescapable one - but he's certain of himself. There's no one else he could ever love in the way that he loves Nanami, no one else he could ever want, because he is perfect. He's wonderful, and everything Yuji could've ever dreamed of.
He feels bad for lying, but there's no way that he could ever share the reality of his situation. If all they're going to have together will be these brief, amazing moments, then he'll grip them tight with both hands. No one is going to separate the two of them, not as long as he is living and breathing, as long as they can reach for one another like this.
Kissing is easy, it feels good, and Yuji chases his mouth, kisses him harder, as if trying to mark a claim or prove that he will be as devoted in emotion as he is in physical touch. The urge to start tugging off more clothes and do more settles around his shoulders like a blanket, but he resists - for now. They can take their time, he's not going anywhere just yet.
Nuzzling into Nanami, he smiles. ]
It's a promise. I'm going to love you as much as I can.
[ He's never going to leave. If he could stay here, grow up with Nanami, grow old with him... It would be a dream come true. ]
[ One day, Nanami will know the truth. That Yuji came back in time, that he knows Nanami of the future and the two of them had a mentor-mentee relationship then. He will know that Yuji watched him die. These are all things that Nanami will eventually know. But for right now, he doesn't see anything between them other than the fact that Yuji appeared one day, that he's his new partner, that he's strong and capable and beautiful, and that he's been smitten with him since the moment they met and he's denied that part of himself for ages now.
But Yuji is all grand commitment and soft touches and Nanami sinks into them readily. He kisses Yuji with a desperation he can't shake and eagerly rocks himself down against his cock. He wants more, he realizes. The sensation of it crawls up his spine and makes him whine softly into Yuji's mouth. He wants the other boy to touch him, he wants to feel good.
He'll break off from Yuji's mouth then and pant against it, a little desperate. A lot desperate. ]
Can we...
[ He doesn't know how to finish that question. He doesn't know what to ask for. He just knows he wants Yuji, wants more of him, and is a little shy about it. He turns a bright red in reaction, ducking his head slightly to avert his eyes from Yuji's. But his hips keep moving and his hands keep clutching Yuji. ]
[ Yuji shifts, wiggling a little as he watches Nanami. Whatever the request is, he thinks, he'd give it to him. He can't imagine there being anything that Nanami might ask him that he would refuse to give him, especially with the depth of the emotion that he feels. It's affection for now, but he thinks that it might transform very swiftly and very sharply into the kind of love that would last him for a lifetime or more.
Leaning up, he takes another kiss, licking into Nanami's mouth, sucking on his lower lip. He wants to leave marks, wants to scrape his teeth, wants to show claim after claim - even if Gojo-senpai and Geto-senpai might make fun of them for it, one more than the other. He could handle all the teasing in the world if it meant the two of them could be together.
Nanami's hips keep moving, and Yuji sighs against his mouth before he leans back. ]
I'll give you whatever you could ever want from me. Anything you could ask.
[ When Yuji leans up, Nanami wraps his arms around his shoulders and kisses back eagerly, earnestly. He continues to rock himself down against Yuji, chasing his pleasure, and he knows he can go a bit quicker, a bit more eagerly. He wants that, he wants to feel the two of them come together but he also wants... more. He wants to have sex.
So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
[ It feels right, getting this close this fast - and if Nanami wants it, Yuji isn't going to say no. He's wanted some version of Nanami for months now, between the older man he knew and the teenager beside him now, and resisting the urge to give in to all his wants is almost impossible. Maybe other people would think this is fast, but he doesn't care.
If they want it, if they're both happy, why does it matter?
Watching Nanami remove his shirt, his eyes widen, mouth dropping open as he sees all the skin. He wants to touch it, to leave marks on it, to scrape his teeth a little, his cock twitching in interest. He wants to be the one to give Nanami all that he desires, to be the one to touch him - the only one. In the future, will Nanami have loved other people? Or will it always be him?
He wants it to only be him, jealously, selfishly. ]
I've got it from here, okay?
[ Maybe he should've picked better words, awkward. He wiggles close, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, quick and soft. ]
[ Thankfully, Nanami has no idea what those words are an echo of and just nods his head in agreement when Yuji says them. He'll lean in for a kiss, quick and soft, and Nanami's hands reach up to clutch his face and kiss back earnestly. He doesn't know what Yuji has planned but he knows he wants to keep kissing him, keep loving him.
So, yeah, this might be a little fast but Nanami can't stop thinking about how much he wants it. With every fiber of his being, he wants to have sex with Yuji. He doesn't even care how — if he fucks Yuji, if Yuji fucks him — it doesn't matter to him. All that matters to him is being able to have Yuji in general.
He'll move then to lie back, wiggling his pants off and then after a moment's thought, doing the same with his underwear. It leaves him stripped down, naked, and there's the slightest flush on his face from embarrassment as he lies there. But he's hard, achingly so, and doesn't want anything right now but Yuji. ]
[ Yuji knows what he wants - he's always known what he wants. He's fantasied about spending an evening at Nanami's apartment in the future, making him dinner and then urging him to sit down in his armchair so that Yuji could undo his belt and immediately take him deep into his throat. He had dreamed about it, had a hand wrapped around his own cock and dragged his own orgasm out of him before he had felt a little bit guilty for thinking of him.
It had felt wrong, somehow, but at the same time... He'd liked that.
Yuji strips off the rest of his clothing and wiggles close, slotting himself between Nanami's legs. He leaves a kiss on the other boy's hip, nuzzling into the skin, smiling softly as one hand lifts to wrap around his cock, thumb pressing against the tip gently. ]
[ Nanami's voice comes hesitantly, but with a nod. ]
... Okay. I trust you.
[ And even like this, even at this age, Nanami's cock is impressive. Lengthy and girthy, it's erect in Yuji's hand and when his thumb presses against the tip only a bit of precome spills out of it and onto Yuji's fingers. Nanami lets out a shuddering sigh, eyes squeezing shut and he bites his lip. It just feels so good and he's never had anyone... never even come close to being like this with anyone else. But with Yuji it feels right, feels normal, and he wants to do everything he can to be with the other boy.
He wonders if Yuji would like that? That he's his first? He doesn't know much about Yuji's history, if he's had a boyfriend or girlfriend before or not but. He just. He hopes this is the first time for him too. There's a soft whine then from Nanami and he's confessing — ]
You're the first. I've never ... with anyone. I get shy and — and you're the only one I want to do this with.
[ A little flustered rambling there but it gets the point across. Nanami lifts a hand to cover his face then, feeling completely embarrassed by everything he just said but then again, he is lying here naked and his hard cock is in Yuji's hand. It's hard to get better than this. ]
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But now he's giving himself over to Yuji and can't go back from this. That longing he felt before, the tug in his heart that pulled him in Yuji's direction, now it's satisfied in a way. He has Yuji here, heart open and on offer to Nanami and he can't bring himself to reject him.
So, they kiss. He squirms closer, settling in Yuji's arms while his hands press against the front of his chest, feeling his heartbeat under his palm. They kiss and Nanami opens his mouth eagerly as Yuji asks for permission, letting him in close and sucking on his tongue in return. He moans softly into his mouth, feeling his face heat up because he's never made a noise like that before but the kisses keep coming and he doesn't want them to stop.
He also won't stop Yuji from getting fingers on skin. It'd be easy for Yuji to slip his hands up under Nanami's shirt and Nanami will just shiver, letting out another one of those soft moans. ]
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He doesn't want it to fall apart at all, obviously, but he's not going to go out of his way to put any kind of pressure on it. They can be happy together like this, content in the knowledge that they like one another and want to spend as much time together as they can. His time here in the past might be limited, might end up being ripped away from him before he can enjoy this properly, but that doesn't mean he's willing to give it up.
The kisses deepen, Yuji inexperienced but wanting, leaning in to give Nanami as much of himself as he can. When Nanami moans it makes him shiver, a quiet sound echoing from his own mouth as he tilts up into it. Nanami sounds so good, so pretty, and when he lets his hand explore up a little more he seeks out the built shape of Nanami's chest. He wants to feel the heat of him, his warmth, explore enough that it sates this overpowering urge inside of him. ]
Nanamin... Kento-kun...
[ Bold, daring, desperate - Yuji wants all of him. ]
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His voice comes a little breathy as he replies, not able to be completely unaffected by the hands on his skin, touching him, making him shiver. No one's ever touched him like this before and he likes it. He wants Yuji to keep going. ]
Y-Yuji. Yuji.
[ His first name. He's feeling bolder the more he says it and smiles to himself, a little smitten, as he hears his own name on Yuji's lips. It has him pressing in again to lock their lips together, to kiss Yuji eagerly, earnestly, and lick into his mouth with a bit of desperation. Again, he's really trying not to push them towards something they're not ready for but he does want to taste every bit of Yuji that he can. ]
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If he's going to be with Nanami for a short time, if he eventually has to go back to his time, he doesn't want Nanami to hate him, to regret the tenderness they've shared, the warmth that is blistering between them. They're together, they belong to one another right now, and even if it gets taken away from them in the future, these memories will be more than enough for him. He hopes Nanami is the same.
Leaning back, he lets his hands get a little more bold, urging the fabric up and off his head. He wants to leave kisses there, to explore Nanami's body with his mouth, but he forces himself to slow down, to be careful. This is important to him: Nanami is important to him. ]
Let me take care of you, okay? I want to show you the things I feel for you.
[ Yuji can lean in, press a kiss to his collarbone, to his neck, going lower, explorative. ]
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It's why he lets Yuji take off his shirt, why he doesn't fight it at all and just goes with all of Yuji's touches. The shirt is up and off his head and then there's more kisses being pressed to skin that's never been kissed before. Nanami shifts, a hand of his curling into Yuji's hair while the other braces itself against Yuji's shoulder. He moans softly, feeling himself growing hard in his pants and knowing that it'll be noticeable eventually. ]
P-Please. Show me everything.
[ Maybe they will go all the way tonight. Maybe that'll be fine. Maybe he should stop worrying so much about it. ]
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There's a small, dirty part of him that thinks that there's something erotically awful about knowing he is stealing this from the Nanamin of the future, that the man he met, knows as a mentor, a protective figure, will meet him and know that this is the boy that stole his innocence and took his kisses a thousand times over. If he does go back, find his way back to the future, it feels... Dirty to think that he would remember Nanami both as a mentor and as a boyfriend, even if he was still ripped from him.
Yuji's kisses trace along the shape of Nanami's chest, pausing at one of his nipples to kiss and scrape his teeth. He knows what feels good for himself, what makes him feel pleasure, but he's not sure if it's the same for Nanami. Eyes dancing up, he breathes out softly. ]
Tell me what feels good. Please?
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Y-Yeah, okay. That, mm, that feels really good. Keep doing that.
[ He didn't realize his nipples were so sensitive, not until he got a mouth on them for the first time ever. Now he wants Yuji to keep touching him, keep putting his mouth on him. He wants all of it. Maybe they really will go all the way. He can feel himself growing hard in his pants, his cock heavy with want and he bites his lip, shivering at the idea of Yuji getting his hand on him — even his mouth.
He has no idea, of course, what Yuji is thinking. The comparisons between the him of now and the him of the future. No, Nanami remains completely oblivious in that regard. But it doesn't matter to him, not really. All he cares about is the here and now. ]
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Moving a little closer, Yuji shifts, practically climbing into Nanami's lap as he continues to explore, continues to touch his skin. He's leaving little marks on Nanami's chest from the scrapes of his teeth, marks that no one but the two of them will be able to see, and he breathes out softly. Lifting his head, he steals another slow, gentle kiss, nuzzling into Nanami with a soft, pleased hum.
He's glad that he seems to be at least a little bit good at this. ]
Anything. I'll do anything you want me to.
[ Kissing lower, he nuzzles into Nanami's stomach with a pleased noise, and he smiles. ]
I'm yours, okay? I'll always be yours.
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You promise?
[ It comes out sounding kind of meek, kind of childish. He doesn't mean for it to but he just likes the idea of Yuji being his, of never losing the other boy. He's trying hard to not think about the other thing though: the fact they're sorcerers and sorcerers do not live long. He doesn't know how he could bear that, bear losing Yuji. So, he's not thinking about it. Not right now, not tonight.
And then he's tugging at Yuji, to tug him back up and kiss him again. He's going to roll them over on the bed as he kisses Yuji so he's laying on top of the other boy, kissing him for a long moment before he pulls back, straddling him. It means Yuji will feel his erection, hard and heavy in his pants as he presses it down against Yuji's, rocking his hips against him lightly. ]
... You feel really good.
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Would be, if he'd lived.
His hands stroke up and down Nanami's waist, trying to soothe him as much as he tries to hold on to him, nodding his head. He's eager, of course he is, fuelled by teenage hormones and a lust for more that he can't even begin to deny, but it's more than that. Yuji wants Nanami to feel loved, to feel just how much Yuji would give for him, between now and the end.
Leaning into the kiss, he feels the burn of Nanami's cock against him, knowing his own is just as hard, and he feels himself flushed and a little overwhelmed. Lifting his head, he tilts up, kissing him back just as hard. This is incredible, so incredible, and he's breathless, speechless as he tries to find words without looking like a moron. ]
Yeah. You too.
[ Nailed it. Shaking his head, he wraps his arms around Nanami. ]
I promise. Forever, I mean it.
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He'll press a kiss to his nose then and then another lower, the corner of his mouth. He's just savoring their closeness, even as his hips keep rocking against Yuji's. It's clear it's just an unconscious thing, not even thinking about it and the feeling of the two of them together. All of it feels good. Everything about right now.
Then there's Yuji's words and Nanami grows flush with them, ducking his head slightly and averting his gaze from Yuji's. It makes him feel... good. Butterflies in his stomach type of good. Really? Forever? Him? ]
What if you get bored of me one day?
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His arms wrap around Nanami, stroking along his waist and his hips, stroking against his skin. They both have scars, don't they? They're both wounded from their roles as sorcerers, left scarred and aching, but at least this can do something to ease it, to make the quiet moments they share better. It doesn't have to be about chasing pleasure or seeking orgasm, it's about... Being happy.
They're happy with one another. The pleasure is just a wonderful side benefit. ]
I'll never get bored of you. I know it.
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And now that they're here, that their feelings are revealed to each other, Nanami can lean into them and be honest about how he feels. And how does he feel? He feels like he wants all of Yuji's attention and his affection and doesn't want to be anything less than the only one in Yuji's eyes. He feels possessive of the other boy, wanting dearly. He knows better but yet, this is how he feels.
So, when Yuji says he'll never get bored of him, Nanami is conflicted. Of course he feels the burst of joy that gives him, the desire to kiss Yuji stupid in response. But then there's also the insecurity — is Yuji sure? Does he promise? Nanami is still an insecure teenager who has found who he thinks is the love of his life. He's going through it, just a bit. ]
Good. ... Yeah, good. You better not.
[ And then Nanami is going to kiss him again, slow and soft and deep. This is a bit better than giving into his insecurity. ]
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Time travel is confusing, and he decides not to focus on it right now. He has the man of his dreams in front of him, kissing him, touching him, so why would he worry about anything else?
It might sound crazy, to say he won't get bored with someone, but Yuji knows it in his heart. He knows it implicitly, because he has been obsessed with Nanami for so long. He has yearned for him, wanted to reach out and claim him, needily, even when the age gap between them had been fragile and insurmountable. Cheeks flushed, Yuji leans in to return the kiss, deepening it, chasing all the pleasure that he can get. ]
I like you more than anyone or anything else in the entire world. I'm going to stay with you until I die.
[ However near or far way that might be. ]
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But Nanami also knows that they're both sorcerers and death is around the corner no matter what. It's an inevitable, they won't live until old age. So, Yuji saying he'll stay with him until he dies is exceptionally romantic and very much something that they should be saying to one another. Nanami thinks of this as he kisses Yuji, as his hand slips into his hair and curls his fingers against his nape. As his hips rock against Yuji's and he gets a little more insistent there.
When the kiss breaks, he's panting against Yuji's mouth and moans softly, eyes fluttering closed. ]
If — If there's an afterlife, I want to be with you there too. If we get reincarnated, I want to find you in my next life.
[ That's incredibly devoted of him to say that. The type of outlandish romanticism you'd only get from a teenager. But it feels right to Nanami. It feels true. He thinks Yuji might be his soulmate, and they haven't even had sex yet. ]
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It makes him feel a deep well of sadness, suddenly, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, to push his tongue into the other boy's mouth and give him everything that he can. He might not have much to his name, an orphan with no family and no technique, but he has his heart and his soul, and both of them can be Nanami's. Both of them have been his for months, the other just didn't know about it yet.
All of this is really so very perfect, and Yuji rocks his hips forward against Nanami's, stroking a hand against his cheek before he breathes out softly. ]
I'll look for you. I know that. No matter what life I lead or what world I'm in, I'll find you.
[ The statement has a ring of truth in it - because it is true. When Yuji had awoken here in the past and seen Gojo-sensei as he is now, the first thing he had wanted was to find Nanami. The idea of going back to a future without him is agonising. ]
I want to love you for as long as I can.
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He'll kiss him like that for a while, only breaking off to pant softly against his mouth and speak a little. ]
Please. Please love me.
[ And then he's kissing him again, just as hot and heated as before, just as urgent. Maybe even more so now. He wants Yuji's affection desperately, feels a little drunk on Yuji's sweet words. It's hard, he's closed himself off so tightly from everyone else ever since Haibara's death that now that he's getting some kind of affection again, it's making his heart crack into tiny little pieces.
So, he reacts like this, desperate hands, desperate kisses, desperate grinding down against him. He wants Yuji and wants to affirm that they're not going to be apart anytime soon. ]
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He feels bad for lying, but there's no way that he could ever share the reality of his situation. If all they're going to have together will be these brief, amazing moments, then he'll grip them tight with both hands. No one is going to separate the two of them, not as long as he is living and breathing, as long as they can reach for one another like this.
Kissing is easy, it feels good, and Yuji chases his mouth, kisses him harder, as if trying to mark a claim or prove that he will be as devoted in emotion as he is in physical touch. The urge to start tugging off more clothes and do more settles around his shoulders like a blanket, but he resists - for now. They can take their time, he's not going anywhere just yet.
Nuzzling into Nanami, he smiles. ]
It's a promise. I'm going to love you as much as I can.
[ He's never going to leave. If he could stay here, grow up with Nanami, grow old with him... It would be a dream come true. ]
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But Yuji is all grand commitment and soft touches and Nanami sinks into them readily. He kisses Yuji with a desperation he can't shake and eagerly rocks himself down against his cock. He wants more, he realizes. The sensation of it crawls up his spine and makes him whine softly into Yuji's mouth. He wants the other boy to touch him, he wants to feel good.
He'll break off from Yuji's mouth then and pant against it, a little desperate. A lot desperate. ]
Can we...
[ He doesn't know how to finish that question. He doesn't know what to ask for. He just knows he wants Yuji, wants more of him, and is a little shy about it. He turns a bright red in reaction, ducking his head slightly to avert his eyes from Yuji's. But his hips keep moving and his hands keep clutching Yuji. ]
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[ Yuji shifts, wiggling a little as he watches Nanami. Whatever the request is, he thinks, he'd give it to him. He can't imagine there being anything that Nanami might ask him that he would refuse to give him, especially with the depth of the emotion that he feels. It's affection for now, but he thinks that it might transform very swiftly and very sharply into the kind of love that would last him for a lifetime or more.
Leaning up, he takes another kiss, licking into Nanami's mouth, sucking on his lower lip. He wants to leave marks, wants to scrape his teeth, wants to show claim after claim - even if Gojo-senpai and Geto-senpai might make fun of them for it, one more than the other. He could handle all the teasing in the world if it meant the two of them could be together.
Nanami's hips keep moving, and Yuji sighs against his mouth before he leans back. ]
I'll give you whatever you could ever want from me. Anything you could ask.
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So, he wonders for a moment, what to do, what to say. He isn't sure how to ask for it and feels embarrassed over his needs but he needs more, more than just the grinding. He wants to come so bad and he wants to do it with Yuji. It means he's going to pull his hands back, sitting up properly on his lap and Yuji will watch as Nanami reaches hands down and tugs at the hem of his shirt. Up and off it goes before he's tossing it to the side, leaving him in just his pajama pants and underwear. He shivers a little at the cool air on his heated chest and ducks his head, embarrassed. ]
Touch me?
[ This is a good start, a good lead in to what he wants. There's a heat between the two of them that isn't being shaken off and Nanami is so eager for more. If he starts with this, he's sure he'll have the confidence to ask for the next part. ]
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If they want it, if they're both happy, why does it matter?
Watching Nanami remove his shirt, his eyes widen, mouth dropping open as he sees all the skin. He wants to touch it, to leave marks on it, to scrape his teeth a little, his cock twitching in interest. He wants to be the one to give Nanami all that he desires, to be the one to touch him - the only one. In the future, will Nanami have loved other people? Or will it always be him?
He wants it to only be him, jealously, selfishly. ]
I've got it from here, okay?
[ Maybe he should've picked better words, awkward. He wiggles close, leaning in to kiss Nanami again, quick and soft. ]
Lie back and take your pants off.
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So, yeah, this might be a little fast but Nanami can't stop thinking about how much he wants it. With every fiber of his being, he wants to have sex with Yuji. He doesn't even care how — if he fucks Yuji, if Yuji fucks him — it doesn't matter to him. All that matters to him is being able to have Yuji in general.
He'll move then to lie back, wiggling his pants off and then after a moment's thought, doing the same with his underwear. It leaves him stripped down, naked, and there's the slightest flush on his face from embarrassment as he lies there. But he's hard, achingly so, and doesn't want anything right now but Yuji. ]
What... what next?
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[ Yuji knows what he wants - he's always known what he wants. He's fantasied about spending an evening at Nanami's apartment in the future, making him dinner and then urging him to sit down in his armchair so that Yuji could undo his belt and immediately take him deep into his throat. He had dreamed about it, had a hand wrapped around his own cock and dragged his own orgasm out of him before he had felt a little bit guilty for thinking of him.
It had felt wrong, somehow, but at the same time... He'd liked that.
Yuji strips off the rest of his clothing and wiggles close, slotting himself between Nanami's legs. He leaves a kiss on the other boy's hip, nuzzling into the skin, smiling softly as one hand lifts to wrap around his cock, thumb pressing against the tip gently. ]
I'll take care of you. Is that okay?
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... Okay. I trust you.
[ And even like this, even at this age, Nanami's cock is impressive. Lengthy and girthy, it's erect in Yuji's hand and when his thumb presses against the tip only a bit of precome spills out of it and onto Yuji's fingers. Nanami lets out a shuddering sigh, eyes squeezing shut and he bites his lip. It just feels so good and he's never had anyone... never even come close to being like this with anyone else. But with Yuji it feels right, feels normal, and he wants to do everything he can to be with the other boy.
He wonders if Yuji would like that? That he's his first? He doesn't know much about Yuji's history, if he's had a boyfriend or girlfriend before or not but. He just. He hopes this is the first time for him too. There's a soft whine then from Nanami and he's confessing — ]
You're the first. I've never ... with anyone. I get shy and — and you're the only one I want to do this with.
[ A little flustered rambling there but it gets the point across. Nanami lifts a hand to cover his face then, feeling completely embarrassed by everything he just said but then again, he is lying here naked and his hard cock is in Yuji's hand. It's hard to get better than this. ]
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