the aus ruining our life

[eyescar]

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[gyokukenkon]

That’s what Satoru said too.

[ And knowing that Yuji believes Suguru makes it easier for Megumi to trust every layer of this. She feels like she keeps looking for the proof of her inconvenience, evidence that she’s a resource rather than a partner or (at worst) a useful idiot who only says “yes” because she hopes that’s how she’ll earn love.

But, no, every sign here points towards sincerity, an effort to include her instead of finding a convenient place to shuffle Megumi out of the way. Maybe she should be less braced for rejection and less prepared to do it first. ]

It’s just different, I guess.

[ And scary because of that. ]

[eyescar]

i get it.
i used to think… how could i ever compare to gojo-kun? he’s so handsome, and smart, and way better than i am
like, they have a bond i cant touch and i used to get so mad and upset, but…

[ It’s hard to put her utter faith in Suguru into words. Yuji truly and utterly believes him when he says he loves her and doesn’t want Satoru, even when she’d bullied and badgered him. Even with the depth of their connection, he’d choose her, and has to cling to that trust because otherwise their relationship simply won’t work.

She’s not second best. She’s his wife and he chose her. He loves her.

Yuji would do anything for him, even share him with Gojo, as long as he came back to her when he was done. ]

i’m not special, but he makes me feel like i am
he loves me, and i believe him

maybe he feels the same way about you and me

[gyokukenkon]

What the hell do you mean you’re not special?

[ All those other things are good and all, but Megumi is also immediately Activated by this idea that Yuji isn’t special. ]

[eyescar]

?????
why are you shouting at me

[gyokukenkon]

????????
Why are YOU saying you aren’t special

[eyescar]

bc i’m not

[gyokukenkon]

Don’t make me come over there.

[eyescar]

isnt that the point of this conversation

[gyokukenkon]

What




Oh. [ That took her a second. ]

Well.
Look. [ Oops, now she’s flustered – but she recovers quickly. ]

I wouldn’t be talking about this at all with someone who isn’t special.

[eyescar]

okay so
gojo-kun is in, and suguru is in



what did you want to do

[gyokukenkon]

Something to make you feel special.

[eyescar]

we did that last time

[gyokukenkon]

Which time?
You and me or all of us?

[ There’s kind of been two events now, even if only one involved all four of them. ]

[eyescar]

oh
I felt special both times

[gyokukenkon]

Oh. Good.

[ Cute… ]

What parts make you feel special?

[eyescar]

[ Huffing!! ]

i like being used a little.

[gyokukenkon]

That’s what you told me to do when I sat on your face.
Used like how?

[eyescar]

to make other people feel good.
hands, mouth, whatever

[gyokukenkon]

You’re good at it.
REALLY good.
So you feel special when you’re getting other people off?

[eyescar]

oh
thanks

[ Her face is blazing red. ]

yeah, it’s like that

[gyokukenkon]

So it’s like that. Makes sense.
I really liked watching you make the guys come.

[ She liked watching Yuji, period. ]

I was thinking about watching again, if that’s part wasn’t weird or anything.

[eyescar]

i don’t think it was weird
as long as i can take care of you again after

i was thinking about showing you and gojo-kun how i use my toys with Suguru

[gyokukenkon]

[ Megumi is too flustered to directly reply to the first part, but she adds a little “heart” reaction to both messages. She tries to forge ahead and not get distracted by any singular part of these fantasies involving Yuji. ]

Yeah? You mean like fucking him with one of them while we’re there?

[eyescar]

yeah exactly
and maybe he can play with gojo-kun a little
if gojo-kun and you want

[gyokukenkon]

Yeah, we talked about that too. We’re good with it.

[ Despite her insecurities, Megumi has to admit she’s curious. ]

What would he do with Satoru? Suck him off or fuck him?

[ Megumi hasn’t gotten too deeply into strap-ons yet, but she’s been watching more porn lately involving pegging directly – that’s just another topic that she has to discuss with her husband later. It’s made her curious about how Gojo would look taking more than just fingers. ]