the aus ruining our life

[eyescar]

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[gyokukenkon]

You.

[ Just Yuji being Yuji. ]

[eyescar]

oh
that's good

[gyokukenkon]

I was worried about making it awkward or being bad at part of it.
Or whatever.
But I stopped freaking out pretty quickly.

[eyescar]

you could never be bad

[gyokukenkon]

Uh huh.

[ Megumi is Very Convinced (not). ]

Guess we'll only find out if we keep testing to see if I fuck up.

[ She was trying to make a lighthearted joke about fucking more often... ]

[eyescar]

well we gotta do it like scientifically right

[gyokukenkon]

Right.
So we'll just have to experiment a lot and compare results.
Empirically prove that shit.

[eyescar]

i just want to fuck you again.

[gyokukenkon]

[ SHE'S NOT BLUSHING (yes, she is). ]

You can do that whenever tbh.

[eyescar]

wow… whenever huh

[gyokukenkon]

Yeah.
If you want to.
Unless you want to keep stuff just the four of us, that's fine too.

[eyescar]

i want to as well
as long as we're all ok on the rules

[gyokukenkon]

Guess that means we need specific rules then, right?

[eyescar]

what rules would you want?

[gyokukenkon]

I’m not sure. I haven’t thought about it that much.

I guess I’d prefer if nobody stayed overnight in my bed?
It seems fair if Geto and Satoru get one-on-one time too, right?

[eyescar]

i think our beds should be our beds. guest rooms only, for anything.

and i'm fine with that, but i think i'd like to be there the first few times?
just because

[ Because she knows how much Suguru loves her, but she also knows how much Suguru loves Gojo. She can't help that minor, niggling fear in the back of her mind, no matter how much she tries to shove it aside. ]

[gyokukenkon]

Guest rooms work.

Yeah, I wanna be there too. Just at first.

[ Megumi is in the same boat as Yuji, here. She’s anxious, even if she tries not to be and even if she trusts her husband. The “what if” feels too enormous for her to pretend entirely like it isn’t there. ]

I’m sure it won’t be a big deal.

[ Hard to tell if she’s certain or trying to convince herself. ]

[eyescar]

it'll be fine.
i trust them and us.

[ Still. Scary. ]

suguru was into watching us, too.

[gyokukenkon]

[ It helps that Yuji is so certain, too. ]

I guess that’s not too surprising.
Guys usually like watching that kind of stuff.

I don’t mind if he or Satoru watch. Or both of them, I guess.
That would be pretty hot.
I’m glad we got to try it just us, though.

[eyescar]

me too
suguru said that he liked listening as well

so it's

1. only in guest bedrooms
2. together/watching the first few times

anything else? do we want to know when we're doing stuff with other people?

[gyokukenkon]

That's probably a good idea.
I don't want to be "surprised."
I don't necessarily need to know what's happening but just a heads-up.

[ Knowing details might be hot and she's down for that, but she doesn't think it needs to be a rule. ]

[eyescar]

yeah, me too
we can always make a special group chat for it

1. only in guest bedrooms
2. together/watching the first few times
3. a heads up (no details needed)

i think we should do check ins now and then too? all four of us together

[gyokukenkon]

Yeah, a gc would work.
We can put photos and videos and stuff there too.

[ Megumi heart-reacts the little list. ]

That's a good idea. Maybe every couple of months?
IDK, it can be sooner if we feel like we should all talk about something, right?

[eyescar]

yeah, we can play it by ear and see what works best for us
if we need to check in more, or less, we can

as long as everyone is ok with everything

[gyokukenkon]

Yeah. Exactly.

I'm okay with everything.
Are you?