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yuji "old man whisperer" itadori. ([personal profile] eyescar) wrote2011-04-22 10:50 pm
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-05 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru likes to think he doesn't have much ego left to tarnish, and yet Yuji is catering to it just the same, avoiding the gnarled scars and pitted skin that cover so much of Suguru's upper body. The scars extend down his hip but not further than his thigh, but they're easy to avoid once Yuji gets to his belly.

He keeps stroking Yuji's hair, weary eyes watching as Yuji kisses and nuzzles with an undeniable fondness. ]


Evil cult leaders with missing limbs? Tsk tsk, Yuji; that's the kind of type that will get you in trouble.
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-06 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, you certainly are.

[ Deep trouble. But Suguru is a selfish creature, and husk he may be, he's not going to cast Yuji out. He'll take this comfort and this moment with this teenager, because what else does he have?

As Yuji reaches for the lube, Suguru arches his spine, tilting his hips up to give Yuji all the access he needs. Hand abandoning Yuji's hair to slide down, Suguru briefly strokes his own cock before dipping lower and cradling his balls, lifting them out of the way to show himself off for Yuji. Something they never got to experience together in high school, so someone else was Suguru's first this way, even if Yuji had so many others. ]


Be a little extra generous with the lube, if you don't mind. It's been a while for me. [ Like, years, maybe? ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-07 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The first finger is easy. Suguru has more than enough experience to know how to relax, and with the healthy helping of lube, Yuji's digit sinks smoothly inside the snug heat of Suguru's ass. A pleased sound rumbles in Suguru's chest, eyes closing and head tipping back as he adjusts. It's not a strain, not really, but it feels unfamiliar after so long. ]

You definitely won't break me, Yuji.

[ No need to be too careful, is what he means. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-07 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru's hips lift slightly with that curl of Yuji's finger, neatly grazing over his prostate without focusing on it yet. He chuckles faintly, reaching out with his only hand to run through Yuji's hair again. ]

Fine, fine, don't let me rush you.

[ It's sweet that Yuji wants to take his time, even if it seems counterintuitive to show a man like Suguru gentleness. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-17 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For all his deception and masks, Suguru doesn't put on a performance for Yuji here. He just woke up, and he's content in the comfortable familiarity of being with Yuji. He doesn't restrain himself, but he also doesn't moan loudly or emphasize his reactions to the careful exploration of Yuji's fingers.

If Yuji wants Suguru to fall apart, he gets to earn it.

No wincing with the second finger, no tensing or hisses of pain; it sinks into Suguru’s snug heat, muscles stretching to accommodate Yuji’s touch. Suguru hums low in his throat, approving. ]


That’s g— nngh—

[ Suguru intends to give Yuji a little positive feedback, some assurance that he isn’t hurting Suguru or anything, but the curl of Yuji’s fingers cuts him short. His only hand grabs at the sheets, twisting in fabric as he gasps, arching to chase Yuji’s touch. ]

There. [ Suguru is almost breathless now. ]

Do that again. [ His words sound an awful lot like an order instead of a request, but oh well. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-19 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Anything for you. It’s the kind of wholehearted promise that Suguru heard often among his loyal ranks of curse users and the waves of monkeys who came crawling to his shrine for respite from the curses that plagued them. Anything for the man at the heart of the cult. But even if there’s a sense of worship in Yuji’s touch, that love is so much more… intense than the devotion of Suguru’s flock.

It resonates with Suguru on an emotional level he didn’t know still existed in his twisted, withered heart.

The steadiness in Suguru’s breathing vanishes as Yuji fixes his attention on curling and pressing against that delicious bundle of nerves that Suguru nearly forgot could feel so good. Suguru had been determined to remain in control for so long, in all facets of his life, that he'd neglected parts of himself that seemed irrelevant, useless, or simply a liability. Even in the occasional fling over the past decade that Suguru indulged in allowing any vulnerability, he didn't fully relax. He held himself on a choke-chain of restraint, always aloof and removed.

For some reason, that's harder now with Yuji.

Three fingers, and Suguru's lashes flutter as his eyes roll back, as his hips rock with Yuji's exploratory rhythm – not taking or demanding so much as moving with Yuji. ]


Yuji...

[ Suguru's low moan of Yuji's name is softer, hitching with a flicker of the openhearted responses that used to be so natural when it was just the two of them together in school. When things weren't perfect, but at least Suguru remembered what it felt like to be happy. To smile and mean it. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-19 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The combination of how at ease Suguru is and the healthy helping of lube leaves little room for uncomfortable friction, the stretch of unused muscles far more pleasure than pain as Suguru adjusts. He's almost too distracted by the way Yuji touches him to focus on the question, but the reminder of what Yuji wants and intends to do startles out a breathless huff of— approval? Amusement? Nothing quite so joyful as he used to be, but the sound that escapes Suguru is far lighter.

Untangling his fingers from the sheets, Suguru reaches for Yuji, drawing his lover back up to seek his lips for a kiss. Slow, with the languid slide of Suguru's tongue curling around Yuji's, Suguru waits to break away before he nods. ]


Mmmm, yeah. [ He nips Yuji's bottom lip, easing away to smile at him. ]

Show me just how strong you are.
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-19 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru only has one arm to wrap around Yuji, but he doesn't hesitate to loop it over his lover's neck, slipping right off the bed and into Yuji's arms with surprisingly little effort. Suguru knows that Yuji is strong, knows he's capable of some truly incredible feats, but there's something so charming and impressive in its own right for Yuji to lift a man of Suguru's size like it's nothing. Suguru might be on the thinner side these days (and limbs are surprisingly weighty; removing one makes a noticeable difference), but he's still a lanky man. There's a lot of him to carry, but Yuji does it effortlessly as Suguru helpfully wraps his legs around Yuji's waist on the way to the wall.

They're close like this, Yuji leaning him up against the solid resistance of the bedroom wall, and Suguru closes the gap for another kiss. ]


Mmmhm.

[ No pain, no strenuous pulling at his scars or pressure on sore muscles. ]

But I think I'd be much more comfortable with your cock inside of me. [ Or maybe the right kind of uncomfortable.

Suguru is already looking forward to how Yuji will feel claiming this part of him that he never got to share with the boy he so dearly loved before. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-21 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru's smile goes lost in their melding mouths, and he doesn't hesitate to sink into the heat of Yuji's tongue, kissing him back as Yuji adjusts him like he's practically weightless. Suguru almost doesn't notice the moving about until he can feel the blunt head of Yuji's cock against his slick and relaxed entrance – noticeably more than his lover's fingers, but the slide is still deliciously smooth and effortless. Suguru's breathing hitches, caught as he breaks away from the kiss to focus on how Yuji feels, how he spreads Suguru open for a slow and thorough claiming. Suguru never experienced this with Yuji back in the day, and he wasn't entirely sure what to expect now – but he can comfortably say he's in no way disappointed by the sensation.

Suguru's head thumps back against the wall, eyes fluttering closed and lips parted on a throaty moan. ]


Fuck yes, Yuji…

[ He locks his legs around Yuji's hips, trying to drag him deeper. ]

Fill me just like that…
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-21 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru certainly wouldn’t blame Yuji for popping off early; it’s his first time fucking someone, let alone the disparity in their age, and Suguru remembers being that sensitive, that overwhelmed by the incomparable sensation of slick, snug heat. He resists the impulse to simply clamp down harder, to milk that climax right out of Yuji for the pure delight of watching him come from this perspective. But he’s also selfish enough and invested enough in the rest of this experience that he silences those lingering notions.

Gravity drops Suguru the rest of the way onto Yuji’s cock, pulled oh-so helpfully down by Yuji’s strong grip, and he groans as the swell of pleasure from beingstretched and filled suffuses his whole body. ]


Fuck, I forgot how this feels…

[ And he’s practically melting with it. ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-21 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Whatever is left of the romantic boy Suguru used to be doesn’t manage to remind Suguru that maybe it’s bad form to mention other experiences, even in passing, when this is the first one Yuji is having with him like this. But Suguru’s manners are far less a priority these days, and he usually only has the capacity for some thoughtful humanity. What a time to forego it.

Fortunately for him, Yuji has Suguru’s full attention now.

Suguru slides his palm behind the nape of Yuji’s neck, holding him closer as Yuji clings to him. (He doesn’t want to admit that he’s clinging right back.) ]


As good as your dream?

[ He breathes a short chuckle that shudders out into a moan. He wonders who Yuji was fantasizing about when they’d been curled together in bed, because Suguru doubts that Yuji was imagining Suguru as he is now, fractured and scarred and cruel.

(The romantic boy that Suguru used to be wishes they could have had this moment together in the past. He wishes Yuji could have been his first this way, too.) ]
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[personal profile] summerfoil 2024-09-21 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Suguru knows Yuji is so full-hearted and kind that he means the words he says, even if Suguru has a hard time believing them. They might not always penetrate the dark cloud around Suguru’s heart, but he doesn’t always have to scoff at his boy’s kindness.

Instead, he closes his eyes and lets his senses focus in on Yuji’s thrusts, the tantalizing glide that fills Suguru beautifully every time. ]


Then leave me some bruises to remember you by this week.

[ His legs flex around Yuji, dragging him closer as Suguru’s muscles squeeze around the cock stretching him open. ]

Maybe I’ll have some sweet dreams of my, mmmh, not-so-little tiger~

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